soulmates

apologize! 30

"I'm sorry.. I love you so much.. I don't know how to explain my feelings ...
I can't express it properly.. You know me... I wanna back to you.. But didn't find the way.. Can you please find me the way where I found you.. If not then can you please forgive me.. "

Lan zhan sighs heavily and he post it through trembled hand. I make sure that no one sees it except wei ying..

He waited patiently for some time.. Then he again checked his phone.. Wei ying didn't even seen it..

He put it down and again checked it after 5 miniute..

When Wei ying saw lan zhan posts something.. He checked and after seeing the post.. He felt a sharp pain in his heart.. Tears started flowing through his cheeks which he held from past two months.. He mumbled lan zhan's name.. His mind became blank..

After some time he collect himself and started texting him but he thinks.. ' no.. He have to message me first but how I told him I forgive him ' then make a public post..

" Ok.. I'll find you the way.. And I forgive you.. "
He don't know how to express his last words..

When lan saw it he overwhelmed.. He wants to hug him right now.. But he calmed himself and patiently asked in another post..

" Can you give me permission to enter in your life again.. If you think that i break you again then it's ok i don't force you.. What's your dicision I'll respect it.. No matter you choose me Or not.. "

Lan zhan's heart was break by this thought that if Wei ying rejected him then he have to regret for his past actions until his death..

But after some time again...

Wei ying replied,

" I don't scared that you break me again... Just come fast lan zhan.. Your Wei ying is waiting for you.. No matter how much time it's take to came I still wait for until my last breath.. "

Only Wei ying knows how he felt without these stupid lan zhan.. He didn't think about 'if lan zhan break his heart again.. He just want to heard his voice, his sweet talks, his teases, his caring words.. He also want to apologize for what he told him about meng yao.. Wei ying knows lan zhan also hurts but he don't know how much...

Lan zhan didn't wait anymore.. He makes the first move.. He messaged him first..

"Wei ying! " He only managed to write that..

" Lan zhan . I miss you so much.. "

" Miss you too.. Wei ying.. "

" It's really hard for me.. To stay away.. " Tears escape from his eyes..

" Yeah.. It is.. How are you? " Lan zhan

" Happy! " Wei ying..

" Wei ying I'm not late right? " Lan zhan..

" It's not 16 years so you're not late.. " Wei ying..

"Mn" Lan zhan.. "You know what wei ying.. I miss you alot.. Your smile, your face, your cuteness.. All of you " Lan zhan didn't feel but his cheeks being weat..

They talk like there's no more tomorrow... Wei ying told him about all things happen to him .. Lan zhan listened him carefully..

At last Wei ying asked him to meet with him. Lan zhan agreed..

They fixed a secret meeting... On the way their college..

Wei ying laughed after two months.. Lan zhan also happy but he didn't laughed just smirked and enjoyed Wei Ying's happiness...
They two sleep that night peacefully..

After a long time...

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Sorry Readers it's been a short chapter.. But I wish if I have a didi like lan zhan.. Then I teased him for his love sickness.. 😁 ..

My love sick Didi I know you watch me but don't kill me..
And about my brother in law don't give him always what he wants😏 you know what I mean..