A few days later, school starts again. I don't care about going back to class, but I'm sad to see Nicolas going back to university. I know I won't see him again for a long time, because he's thinking of going to Florida to party with his friends during spring break. I know a lot of siblings argue. Nick and I are no exception to the rule but it's never mean, we bicker and make up straight away. My brother is truly the shoulder I can lean on.
When the bell rings, announcing the resumption of classes, I still haven't seen Jessy arrive, which worries me. He's never late usually. Half an hour later, I was relieved to see him enter the classroom. He hands the algebra teacher a note of apology, winks as he passes me and comes to sit at the desk behind mine. As soon as the teacher turns his attention to the big blackboard, I take the opportunity to turn around.
— How are you ? I was scared when I didn't see you this morning.
— Sorry, I was detained in the analysis laboratory.
I raise my eyebrows worriedly. Jessy pulls up the sleeve of his navy blue sweater and shows me the trace of a blood test. So today he went for a new examination to find out the status of the virus infection.
— I'm not bothering you too much, Miss Crawfords ? Mr. Stark suddenly asks me.
I turn around, the teacher is leaning over my desk and staring at me. I jump as the whole class bursts out laughing.
— Hello, shame ! I say as we leave class.
— No, that made me laugh. The best student caught in the act of gossiping !
Jessy laughs again as I wish I would disappear underground. Sympathetically, he places his arm around my neck.
— Don't worry, this isn't going to stop you from going to college. It just shows that you're human.
He places a kiss on my forehead and, like a wounded child who is given a kiss to heal, I feel a little better.
— And it's me who should be feeling bad, given the results I'm expecting, he said, seeing my sad face.
— It's not that. Nick is leaving again later, it's really killing me.
— You'll see him again this summer, don't worry, it will pass quickly, and then you'll call each other.
— Yes I know. I'm just a selfish bastard who loves her big brother so much that she wishes she could keep him close to her.
— Do you have this reaction with everyone you love ?
— All without exception.
I confirm, disappointed to admit one of my worst faults.
— It's very interesting.
I don't understand where he's going with this.
— Why do you say that ?
— Because you're not ready to let me go !
This idea must please him, because he breaks into a big smile. Generally, the people around me don't like this flaw that makes me keep them close to me, for Jessy, it's the opposite, he must think that in a certain way, I will connect him to life for the longest time. possible.
— When will you have your test results ?
My boyfriend grimaces before responding :
— Tomorrow, in the morning.
— You stress ?
— It's ok for now. We will see tomorrow.
As I approach my house, I see Nick outside waiting to say goodbye to me, before heading back on the road. My parents and Nina are near him. This vision makes me want to cry, I have to fight to hold back.
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RomanceMy name is Megan. In 1991, I was 16 and dating the boy I had always loved. I had not expected that my destiny would be radically changed by the arrival of Jessy. This 17-year-old boy attracts me from the first glance, even if he seems to be fleeing...