A little Wolf (Kyungsoo)

Anxiety

„Don't worry Kyungsoo, you can always ask me. You are not alone anymore and you'll never be alone anymore.", I smiled at him and his little smile in responds to me was nearly about to kill me because of cuteness. After a few seconds of being lost in his smile I finally came back to reality and I started teaching him how to solve these equations

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Triggerwarning: Panic attack

POV. Kyungsoo

„Your homework till wednesday is page 68 number 1 and 2.", with that the bell rang and ended the lesson, Tao and I packed our stuff and walked towards the exit. „TAO!", a shrill scream echoed through the classroom, I jumped a little bit, careful I look to Tao, who's face has turned expressionless again. He turned around his eyes looked as if he was about to shot lasers through them. „What?", I was a bit scared at his tone of voice, just a few seconds his voice was so soft explaining how to solve a ridicules equations and now he sounded annoyed if not angry. „I wanted to introduce myself to Kyungsoo and if he wants, I can show him around and he can sit with us at lunch. You wouldn't mind would you? I'am sure Kyungsoo and I are gonna be great friends.", a brown-haired girl said, she was about two inches taller than me and I don't know what it was but she had something scary, which gave me a little shiver. As soon as I noticed her whole friend group was looking at me I felt like a Zoo animal. „Actually I do mind Miga, now if you excuse Kyungsoo and me, the others are waiting for us.", with that Tao grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the class. 

„Everything okay?", Tao asked as soon as we have gained enough distance to these girls. „Yeah"„Are you sure? You were shivering.", I really hate my body for being so obvious, showing my anxiety. „Yeah really, I just had a bad feeling about her... I know it sounds stupid...", I explain a little bit ashamed. „No, not at all. In fact you shouldn't trust her, she is known to bully others... In fact I don't want you to hang out with other student!", my eyes widened in confusion when he continued, "most of the students, who are werewolfs want to befriend us only because they want to be part of our pack, a lot of students have asked to join but they weren't accepted by Kris and those who are human want to become friends with us to earn acknowledgment for being friends with an EXO member... For them it's something to be proud of and they don't even realize that this fake friendship ends up hurting us... So we rather stay for ourselves... It's also safer for you to stay with us.", Tao explained and I felt a bit sad, when Tao told me about these fake friends. 

Soon I wasn't able to think of it anymore because suddenly two arms wrapped around my chest from behind, once again I jumped and I tried to struggle free, when I heard a familiar voice: „Don't worry Kyungie it's just me!", it was Kais voice and I was relived that it was him, who was hugging me and not a stranger. „Hi, Kyungie I've missed you, how was your first schoolday so far?", Sehun appeared to my right side, with a big smile he was looking at me. For a second I forgot that we were still in school, but as soon as this fact came back into my mind I felt ashamed, because everyone was staring at us, and I think Kai felt my body tense up because he let go of me and looked through the crowd of people in anger. „What are you looking at? Have you never seen us before? I don't think so, we go to this school for now three years!", Kai shouts frightening everyone, except Sehun and Tao, which both have turned their heads towards the crowd of students now. I felt awful, being the center of attention and I felt my body tense up even more. „Let's go find the others", Sehun said, ignoring the rest of the students, who were still staring. Sehun rests his arm on my shoulders and we start walking again, I don't know why but Sehuns arm resting on my shoulders and with that hanging around my neck, gave me a feeling of safety and I felt secure.