Denver

32: Jealous

"Hello "

"How are you meri"

" I am fine ,
How are you ,
Are you taking your meds in time..
And what about your rehab
are you following up ?"

I asked nervously

"Ofcourse I am my dear,
Don't worry,
I am regular in taking my meds as well
and I have adjusted to my life due to
the good treatment that I am getting. "

"Rizaph.."

"Hmm"

" I....I am really sorry ,
Because of me..."

"Hey don't cry again ...
I told you it wasn't your fault I understand and about my eyes it was not you or him,
I had an accident before and it costed me my sight,it's that simple,
Don't worry but meri...
about you and Denver,
I know I can't take decisions for you
But that day I heard everything
His obsession everything ,
It's not good meri for you,
His love it's too binding , too obsessive,
You deserve someone better .
When you told me that you agreed to marry him I was really shocked but meri why aren't you fighting back ,
Why did you give up so soon"

"Rizaph that's enough ..
I understand your worries for me,
I really do and as I told you I married him ,it was really hard for me after everything he did ....to you ,to others..
He was my darkness , my nightmare
but I...I was His light ,
His salvation from his nightmare..
How can I leave someone in the darkness, I just feel that what he did was the worst at that time,
I believed that he was a monster who destroyed my everything But...
After meeting him many things changed ,
He made me realize many things brought many things to life ..all I want is that everyone can be happy now .
I want to make him smile ,
Help him achieve what he deserves.
I am not saying I have forgiven him I don't have the right ,
it's you who can forgive him brother
I...I don't know what I feel right now
many things happened and I am entirely confused ...I am really sorry"

"Shh it's ok I understand,
About whether I forgive him or not I'll talk to him and decide...
Some day bring him to the hospital
About your feelings I will support you whatever you wish...
Don't just think about being the light for others sometimes be that light for yourself okk , care for yourself hmm"

"Yaa...I'll soon visit you "

"Ya "

"Bye "

"Bye"

It's been long since we talked but still I feel relieved after hearing him.
Thanks to him I am slowly understanding myself..

It's just 'he' left,
That day when I woke up
I was alone in bed and I was Tugged in blanket carefully.
First thing that came to my mind was
Wasn't i sitting at the bedside just how?

Then Mrs Nicole came in with my breakfast and told me

" Master ordered not to wake you up since you didn't sleep well
And yeah here this note ,
He told me to give this to you"

She said handing over a yellow note

' I have a business meeting,
It might take a month or 2 ,
So take care of yourself and you can go wherever you wish . '

What did he mean by that...

Now it's been exactly 3 months today after he left .
I was sitting in the library reading yet another novel waiting for that someone but still I was only waiting for nothing.