I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore
I keep suppressing feelings
Like they're something to ignore
But there has to be more
I feel like I'm hiding something
A key part to why I feel this way
Why do I wish the days away
Why do I have these thoughts in my head
Of hoping and wishing I was dead
I don't want to die
I don't want to leave my friends and family behind
So why?
Why do I find myself thinking life
Isn't worth the time
I feel like I give so much
But only receive a dime
Why is life so hard?
Why does it break my heart?
Why do I always feel like I'm breaking apart
