𝘚𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘦𝘴 ➪𝘫.𝘵𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘭

𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏' 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏

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𝐄𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
it was the next day, i got home last night and went straight to sleep after telling juni i was back, i went to work in the morning almost forgetting about the stupid question dushane had asked me last night

i had got home and was sat in my room watching something random on the TV when i heard a knock on the door

i was confused because juni was at her girlfriends and nobody else really knocked on our door, i got up to answer it

"emilia, you know i wouldn't ask you if i didn't need it" sully spoke after i answered the door

"fuck sakes" i say already knowing what he was going to ask knowing i couldn't say no.

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i had packed up all my stuff ready to move back to hackney, i told sully i would be there in the morning

i had called juni and told her to come home as i needed to talk to her, not knowing what she would make of the whole situation

"paige?" juni shouts through the flat walking through the door

"i'm in the kitchen" i shout back

"what's going on, bro?" juni says sliding into the chair across from me on our table

"you have to promise me your not gonna flip the fuck out" i say calmly looking at the girl sat in front of me memories of us first meeting coming back

"i'm leaving brighton"

"your fuckin' what, i hope your jokin' man" she laughs thinking i'm joking

"i'm not, Juni i'll come visit you and that, but i gotta help my family"

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i got to hackney and started unpacking, making my new flat feel as much as home as possible

i was gonna miss juni, she had been my best mate for 4 years and she had helped me so much, but i would do anything for my family, so when sully asked me to shot because he needed me too, there was no way i could say no

there was a knock at my door, i knew who it was so i answered it

"wagwan, em you good?" sully says walking in to my new flat looking round

"yeah, i'm good" i reply sitting down on the sofa starting to roll up a joint

"when you start smoking again, fam?" sully asked eyebrows furrowed in confusion

"today" i reply bluntly licking the paper

i had kind of a bad history with weed, i went through a bad stage where i was smoking every day, it took away the pain, sully had helped me quit but it had been a stressful week and i needed something to take me away for a bit

"look, i'm sorry i had to ask you but i wouldn't ask if i didn't need your help"

"i wouldn't be helpin' if you weren't my family" i reply smiling at him slightly. lighting the joint and taking a few tokes

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me and sully had been sat in my flat for about an hour talking about random stuff, we even spoke a bit about jason, remembering old memories from back when we all used to live on the estate

sully then took me to go and see the stalls and show me whats changed

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we got to the stall and dris and some other girl was there

"wagwan" sully said dapping up the two of them before walking off again leaving me with the two, he was obviously busy with something else

"wagwan, emilia" dris said hugging me smiling

"who's this fuckin' black barbie" the girl said eyeing me up

"do you not have fuckin' ears? my names Emilia, Paige to you" i spit at the girl already not liking her attitude

before she had chance to retaliate dris spoke up quickly

"she's sully's niece"

"oh, i'm jaq" she uttered obviously not wanting to say anything else, i just nod before speaking to dris again

"you know where's sully gone?" i question leaning on a wall

"he's gone to this yard, they needed somewhere to stay" he replies, i nod in agreement

while me and sully where at my flat he had told me all about the ZT'S the gang that was ran by jamie, the leader of fields, i still wasn't sure if he was the one that had payed for my stuff at that shop but knowing my luck it probably was, so i already knew he was off limits no matter how attractive i thought he was

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it was quite late now, sully had told me he was going to see taylor and tasha, i was happy for him, happy that he was getting to see his daughter again, he asked me if i wanted to go with him but i declined as i thought he should go by himself

i was sat on the stairs of the estate cus that's where my place was, i had only had a few people buy of me but normally when i was shotting back in the day i would have had a few hundred people come buy off me, so i'm not surprised dushane and sully needed my help

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sully walked over to me smiling as he seen me

"wagwan, fam you good?" sully asked coming and sitting next to me on the steps

"yeah, i'm not surprised you needed my fuckin' help i've had 6 fuckin' people come" i say laughing

"yeah, all that fields shit, everyone buying off them, were fucked" he says laughing with me

"how's tasha?" i ask

"she's good man, she draws ya'know, she likes unicorns, i read to her and everythin' " he says smiling

"that's good then" i say smiling back

"ya'know modies out" sully states changing the subject

"fuck man" i sigh shaking my head

sully just hums in response

"go home em, ill shout you in the mornin' " he says getting up giving me a hand to get up

"want me to walk you?" he asks

"nah, i'm good, see you tomorrow" i reply hugging him and walking in the opposite direction

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date written... 5/12/23
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