departure

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it was buried

long ago in the depths of my heart.


not with soil 

in a whirlwind of emotion 

not the long goodbye

bor the pain of watching some 

body and soul

being lowered into the ground

leaving behind those who mourn 

and weep, 

inconsolable


it was buried 

as love often is

by the snow,

one soft parcel 

at a time,

flake by flake

covering our love and 

separating 

one from the other

the death wasn't fast

or painless, 

it wasn't 

like watching a body 

be placed in the earth

with family and loved ones mourning the loss

there was no weeping or 

gnawing at our breasts, 


i was wholly unaware of the 

illness, 

ignorant of the decay,


When, suddenly

frozen

in both

word and action

and 


drifting 


away 


from 


our love, 


i eventually gave myself 

to the inevitable

cold-hearted goodbye


and just as quietly as the snow 

descended on us 

our love 

was buried

in guilt and anger,

in routine 

and apathy,

until the only thing still shared 

were our frozen hearts


years have slipped by 

and

from time to time

the thought of us

comes to mind

with fond memories,

it invades

my frigid heart

yet it never unearths

the passion we once shared

which stays, 

eternally buried, 

beneath 

the silent snow



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⏰ Last updated: Dec 08, 2023 ⏰

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