chapter 3- The war within myself

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Here onwards I am alone,No more

Happiness,peace or love. Surrounded

By darkness I saw a window of hope

Up there. While looking through that

Window I saw that the soldier was

Creating a circle of fire and he was

Staring at the fire for minutes.

Suddenly I saw a man running fast

Towards the fire ,when I looked into

His eyes I saw that His eyes were

Craving for that fire. People who saw

His death were saying that he

Escaped. I heard noices of people

Celebrating His death,some were

Happy ,some were jealous and

None of them were sad. I thought

That I accepted this harsh reality

And moved on from my past,but

I couldn't. I am in war with myself

To convince my mind,And I am

Just suffering with pain because

Of my thoughts and emotions. I wish

I could control my emotions and

Thoughts. I know that I'm living

In a hell surrounded by darkness,

But I am still dreaming of a heaven.

I have always loved walking with

My angel,she always made me happy

With her presence. I could just look

At her eyes for an eternity...I have

Always wondered how grateful

I am that god heard my prayers

And sent me an angel. While coming

Back after every war I fought,we both

Would take a long walk to my home.

I will never forget those Journeys in

My life because it made me feel

Something special. One day While

Walking with her,I asked her"where

Do you live? She looked at me with

Her shiny eyes and gave me a smile.

After a moment of silence She asked

Me "Will you protect me and this

Town forever? Without any hesitation

I replied "ofcourse,till my last breath

This town made me who I am and I'm

Forever grateful for them. And about

You ,I can't explain that feeling in

Words. I promise you that I will never

Lose any war. Her shiny eyes were

Filled with tears for the first time,

From her eyes I understood that

One day we both will have a long

Walk To her home. Those memories

Are so beautiful,but now it's so

Painful. Eventough I was Silent

My mind was screaming. As the night

Came ,I looked through the window

There was no moon in the sky. Why

Should I live my life like this?

I Don't belong to the darkness and I'll

Never will. I closed my eyes

And we both went on that long walk

which i have always dreamed off...

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