Avengers Imagines

Stucky x Teen female reader

Tis the season part 1

You absolutely hated Christmas time. It wasn't because of all the cheerful music, Or the festivity that would happen in the tower, You really came into you're own since the day Steve and Bucky rescued you from HYDRA three years ago, And sure you were just a teenage girl but there were certain things you just couldn't discuss with them.

You were just a normal girl before everything went to shit. You were only five years old when someone broke into the house that night killing you're entire family as you hid in a hidden compartment under the floor boards, listening to you're mother and father's screams from above. hearing the entire home being torn to pieces as if they were looking for something. You're life changed drastically after that, running from the home the moment they left. You were absolutely terrified.

"Hello? You still in there?" You are brought out of you're thoughts as Peter waved his hand in front of you're face.

"What did you say?" You asked looking at him as the two of you walked out of the school.

"I said you going to the Christmas party tonight?" He asked

"No thanks, I have somewhere i need to be." You say dryly Peter looked at you questionably.

Not really sure where you had to be since everyone in the tower was going to the Christmas party.

You never told Bucky or Steve about why you didn't like Christmas. You didn't tell them what had happened that night. all they knew was that you're parents were killed.

But they weren't stupid they knew for some reason you're demeanor always changed for some reason or another. But they never pushed you to tell them. sure they are considered you're guardians since you don't have any, and because they can handle you when you get out of line since you are a super solider like them with the same amount of strength as them.

"You and peter got off the elevator and you just wanted to stab you're ears with a knife. there was Christmas music blaring. you can hear Tony giving Steve and Thor instructions where to put the tree. You see everyone doing some sort of chore, hanging lights, to baking cookies, to decorating, you let out a frustrated sigh,

"Hey kids how was school?" Tony asked

"Good! So glad it's Christmas vacation!" Peter says letting out a sigh as he flops on the couch,

You just roll you're eyes and start walking towards you're room,

"Where you going?" Tony asked

"My room." You say dryly and continue without waiting for any kind of response

You arrive to you're room throwing your bag in the corner of the room. letting out a sigh, You stare out the window of you're room as see that it has already started to snow. you walk into the walk in closet changing into a pair of Grey leggings, a plain black tee shirt with a zip up hoodie and a pair of running shoes,

You leave the room with a sigh taking the back staircase so no one catches you ditching the party that you didn't want to go to. It was useless you didn't like the holidays around this time of year anyway. So why bother acting like you do.

Bucky was in the living-room looking out the window watching as you left the tower without telling anyone again, it was the same year after year since they rescued you, always around the same time every year. He crosses his arms.

Steve is now standing next to him seeing what he's looking at. He lets out a frustrated sigh.

"Looks like she's ditching the party again." Bucky says

"Looks like it." Steve sighs

"You two got any clue on where she even goes?" Nat asked

they both shake their heads.

"Wish I knew." Bucky says Steve nods agreeing with his friend.

"Girl really doesn't like Christmas parties." Tony says

They both give him a glare

He holds his hands up in surrender

"I'm just saying,

"Well don't no one asked you." Bucky says and starts walking towards the elevator

"Where are you going?" Nat asked

"To find out where the hell she goes." He says not waiting for a reply

You stand in the cemetery with two roses in you're hand laying each one on top of both of the graves. looking down at both graves.

"Hey, I'm sorry I haven't come by lately..." You say as you look down at the graves almost in a daze, You come here every year, since they died, You were the reason they were killed. You're uncle organized the entire thing, to hand you over to HYDRA for money, HYDRA needed a child to withstand the super solider serum. The guilt you carried always weighed you down. It was your fault they are no longer here. that is why you never tell anyone where you go. what happened. And why you hate Christmas so much. It was all you're fault and you needed to carry that guilt with you until you are no longer living.