Kyun Itni Khamosh hun Mai??

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Kyun itni khamosh hun mai??
Aakhir baat kya hai??
Yeh khamoshi mai chipe jazbaat kya hai??
Kyun aaj lafz nahi mil rahe hai bayan karne ko??
Kyun aaj dhaal banaya hai iss andhere ko??
Kya khudko bacha rahi hun??
Yaa khudko hi saata rahi hun??
Aakhir kyu aisi gumsum hun mai??
Kya ab baat hi nahi bachi batane ko??
Kya dar hai mere andar, samjh nahi aa raha...
Akele pan mai sukoon khojne wali mai..
Usee shayad akelapan hi hai dara raha...
Mann kar raha hai bas roklu usse jaane se...
Haath pakad uska, kaske laga lun usse apne seene se..
Fir yaad aata hai, sab toh paas hai..
Kaha koi jaa raha hai??
Aakhir kon hai jiske jaane ka khayal hai mujhe sata raha??
Cheezen ajeeb si lag rahi hai..
Mai mai si nahi lag rahi hun..
Jaise badal si gayi hun..
Jaise ek bandh kamre mai ghut si gayi hun..
Mann hai chilata bas bacha lo mujhe..
Phir hai khayaal aata, bachna kis se hai mujhe??
Khudse Yaa kisi aur se?? Aakhir kon hai mujhe sata rha??
Shayad Ek khyaal hai sata raha..
Jo alfaaz mai bayan na ho pa raha..
Iss uljhan ko suljhane mai jaise khud mai uljh si rahi hun..
Jaise bas khudko hi kho rahi hun..
Khamoshi meri mujhe hi khal rahi hai..
Par yeh toh baat hai jo labon se nikal hi nahi rahi hai..
Jee karta hai kahi ghum ho jaun mai..
Par aakhir jaun toh kaha jaun mai??
Kyun itni khamosh hun mai??
Aakhir baat kya hai??
Yeh khamoshi mai chipe jazbaat kya hai??

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Yours lovely,
Tansyy❤❤

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