i never try to get close to anyone
ive never been so afraid of losing someone
ive never told anyone how i feel
i always hesitated when it came to telling the guys i dated i liked them
yet i can say i love you without one bit of hesitation
im so afraid of losing you
you're mean to me alot
normally i would hate you
but i don't
even when i try to hate you
i can't
instead i love you
