Far from home, with you

Proud

My gaze searches for something thats not there, or maybe what im looking at is the burning feeling of your gaze on me. 

My lips curl into a smile, my heart warming as i see you interact with everyone in the room so sweetly. 

Yet still i turn my back shutting the door behind me without even saying a goodbye. Still feeling that penetrating gaze on me now with a hint of dissapointment. After all, you taught me everything i knew. 

i wish id allow myself to tell you how proud of you i am