FEEL YOUR LOVE [ENG VER]

#18

T/N : everyone I'm here again, so JJ just called me and tell me that she already upload this story (for Indonesian Ver) untill chapter 20. As for me i still at Chapter 18 because I'm so busy, Actually i know that JJ also busy but guys don't forget she's JJ, she always have time for her story 😁. I will try to upload the English Version as fast as i can so don't worry 😊

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Pooh  shouting in front of Joong's apartment door slowly disappeared as Joong kissed me, I felt as if Pooh's voice had been muted by something.

I can't believe.... really can't believe what's happening to me right now.

T/N : me too 😅

"I'll open the door for Pooh," Joong said after he ended his kiss.

Krekk

"P'Duuuuunkkkkkkkkkk"

Pooh's voice was heard along with a figure running towards me and hugging me.

"Phi forgive Pooh...."

Pooh cries

Honestly, I still haven't regained my senses when I found out about Nina, about my father....Joong just telling me that he loves me is enough to make me fall deep into confusion... but...

He Just Kiss Me?

Good bye my consciousness

But however, when I saw Pooh crying in front of me, I quickly gathered my remaining consciousness.

I saw Pooh.

"Pooh, why are you crying?"

I looked at P'Pavel who was standing next to Joong.

"Did you break P'Pavel's things?"

"No, Pooh apologized to P'Dunk"

"Pooh"

"Normally P'Dunk will persuade Pooh but this time P'Dunk give up, which means Pooh crossed the line"

I looked at Pooh who continued to cry, while feeling guilty...he was indeed an adult but his childish nature never failed to make me worry about him, Pooh and Nina were both my precious siblings. Although I haven't given up on Nina yet....I won't let Pooh get hurt.

...

"Is he sleeping?", asked P'Pavel

"Umm."

I sat down with Pooh's head on my lap, he fallen asleep after being exhausted from persuading me to return home.

"Shouldn't we move him to the room?", P'Pavel asked again.

"No, Pooh is so sensitive that just moving him a little will wake him up, and if he does wake up... I have to calm him down until he goes back to sleep," I explained.

"Wow....he really is a baby," said P'Pavel.

"He's always been a little baby in my eyes, actually I'm a little scared of the day Pooh says he's going to start his own life came. I'm scared...I'm not ready to let him go."

"I understand, but....if someday he grows up and meets the right person, you should let him go Dunk."

"I understand", I said softly

"So what exactly happened?", P'Pavel bluntly asked me.

"Phi", Joong looked at P'Pavel as if he didn't want P'Pavel to discuss it.

"My sister passed away...", I said.

"....'

"Today I met a maid who has been taking care of my sister since my sister and I separated"

"Oh!"

"And....ermm.... I just found out a fact..., that's why I became like this", I shouted.

"A fact... a truth... is always a surprise."

"That's right....human life is filled with surprises...whether it's a surprise that contains something happy or something that will make us sad, or even a surprise...that really makes the person who receives it surprised"

T/N : agree

"Dunk"

"Hmm?"

"Are you okay?", Joong asked.

I nodded slowly while trying hard to didn't let my tears flow.

"But...phi don't think so...", P'Pavel said.

I immediately bit my lower lip after hearing what P'Pavel said

"Dunk...you know...sometimes, telling a story is better than silence and suffering..."

"I'm...fine phi...really"

"Hmm....alright then"

"Chough.... chough"

Pooh coughs

"He seems to be cold, let phi take him to the room," said P'Pavel.

"But..."

"If he wakes up...phi will calm him down for you, ok?"

P'Pavel slowly pulled Pooh away from me, before picking him up and a moment later he managed to carry Pooh to one of the rooms in Joong's apartment.

"Cry."

"..."

I silently looked at Joong

"If you hold it, you'll get hurt even more."

"..."

"And if you think it's hard...then tell me, so you won't be sad alone, I'll bear it with you."

"hiks....hikss"

After Joong said that. My tears just started flowing...

To Be Continued