The abandonment issues
show when I feel
someone has lost
interest in me.
You don't see
how I crumple
when no one
answers my messages.
You don't see
how badly I wish
I was someone's
person the way
I wish someone
was mine.
You don't see
the abandonment issues
until I start sobbing
and being distant
and begging you
to just tell me
if you don't wanna
be friends anymore.
I'm trying to
hold my edge
to be the cool guy
who doesn't care,
but I care too deeply
I think too much
I get attached too easily.
- Maybe it's all just my fault.
