wanna be yours { chris sturniolo }

writing a song

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real life
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arianna's pov
i've been avoiding everyone... well almost everyone chris wouldn't let me avoid him or well any of my

friends so we can just say i'm avoiding social media ever since chris and i announced our "relationship"

i can't look at one more "i want her and jaden back" posts it's just a lot for me to deal with right now

i need something anything to get my mind off of everything, the other night i started to write a song

so i thought i would just try to finish it tonight so i can start recording it, i really got into music when i was

younger it was one of the reasons jaden and i bonded so well together ugh why won't my stupid brain let me

not stop thinking about him i need to let all of this go, i'm about half way through the song when chris walks

into my room "hey what you up too?", i smile "just writing", "oouuu i wanna hear what you have" he

says jumping onto my bed "okay you can hear a snippet i don't have it as good as i want it yet" i strum

my guitar and sing him a few of the lines "each day goes by and each night i cry somebody saw you with

her last night you gave me your word "don't worry bout her" you might love her now, but you loved me

first said you'd never hurt me, oh you swore on every start how could you be so reckless with my heart?"

i stop and look up at him "so what do you think?" he smiles "it sounds good anna it's about jaden huh?"

i sigh "i wish i could write something that doesn't have to do with him but i really just need to get this out it's

really helping me get everything off my chest" he gets off the bed and sits next to me on the floor "hey it's

alright to still feel this type of way you guys were together for a long time" i smile and hug him,

"i just have like another verse to write before it's done then i'm gonna start recording are you gonna stick

around?" he nods "yeah i like hearing you sing" i smile, chris pulls out his phone and lets me get some sort of

silence to finish the song, "hey so i'm just finishing up this last bit can you grab my recording stuff from the

closet?", "yeah i got you" he walks off and i finish the song while he sets up my stuff "thank you really" he

nods "it's alright anna honestly thanks for showing me how to set all this stuff up otherwise you would be

singing into a mic that gave you a lot of autotune" i laugh and prop my book up so i can see the lyrics

"well i got the tune i wanna use on my phone just hook it up to the computer and it will play for me", "got it"