Hate Myself (Part 2)

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I hate myself and I don't know why
I'm always putting myself down with a sigh
I don't respect myself
And that I don't deserve this hell
I'm hard on me, maybe too harsh
When will I learn to give myself a pass?

I might not be perfect
But I need to learn to love myself
Don't give up just yet
Don't throw in the towel
Cause it's the only way, to break this cycle
And live a life free from self-sabotage

No one's to blame for my self loathing
I'm the one who put myself in this situation
I just can't catch a break, why can't I let myself be free
I wish I could take it all back, to have peace with myself

But deep down I know, there's so much to fix
I was so close, to finally loving me
But the past haunts me, and that thought I can't ignore
So I'm stuck in this cycle, of self loathing again

I'm not saying I'll change overnight
I'm not asking for forgiveness, but I need your advice
I'll work on getting better, I know I've been a wreck
But please don't give up on me, I need you to keep me in check

Cause I hate myself, but I believe I'm changing
And no matter how hard, I won't go back to my ways
So no more self loathing, so no more regrets
I'm gonna learn to love myself, and that's a promise

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