Life Through My Lens

for phoebe

i didn't realize this before

but our relationship is like an open door

we could close it

or go through it

you could see me as a friend

but you could also see me as more

i know that you say you like guys

and i respect that

but explain to me the emotion i see in your eyes

when you pull back from hugging me

it hits me

so hard

and i can barely breathe.