📍Lyns Pov📍
📍Two weeks later📍
I came home from the hospital two weeks ago.
And let's say i haven't been doing too well.
I have suicidal thoughts even though i have people around me who claim that they love me.
I am staying at rias house again and i feel like such a burden to her.
I'm going back overseas today because i don't think Jamaica is the right place for me.
In the span of three months i have been hurt more times than i can recall.
Zayden stopped contacting me so i guess he is not interested anymore.
If i was him i wouldn't be interested anymore i mean look at me i look like a mess.
I packed my suitcases and made my way outside to the car.
Ria was the one driving s i got in the back because i didn't want to drive in the front.
After some time, we arrived at the airport.
I said my goodbyes and then boarded the plane.
After flying for some time, the plane landed.
I got off and headed home.
When i entered my home i began to cry and scream.
I started to throw stuff and flip the furniture all while crying.'
Why do i have to go through this why me.
I can't do this anymore.
I can't live like this anymore.
Why couldn't i die in the accident.
Why couldn't i die with my father.
It's too much, i feel suffocated.
I feel like I'm being kept under water with nowhere to escape to.
I think that its time i end my misery.
Don't you??
There is a beach not too far away from here.
And there is a cliff.
I took a book and a pencil and made my way to the beach.
I wrote down my thoughts and my feelings.
I wrote a page each for one of my friends.
I put a rock on the book so that couldn't blow away in the wind.
I stood up and i felt a tear escape my eye.
Time to end my misery, i guess.
I jumped off the cliff and into the water.
I felt my lungs being filled with water but i didn't care.
I'm finally at peace.
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THE END
So, I've reached the end of the story.
RIP Lyn🕊
This i how Lyn was supposed to die, not everyone can handle being hurt, everyone has their different coping methods, and she chose this one.
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Random"lyn stop chat fuckery a mi blct head " "A who you a cuss afta cause a coulda neva good body kristie kishimi richards cause last time me check u neva go dung a kph go push me out suh mine how u talk to me yere dat".
