poetry

i want to be loved

i want to be loved 

i want to be loved but not like your family or parents do 

i want to be loved by someone who i didn't have known my whole life

i want to be loved by a beautiful boy 

that kind of love when you blush when he looks at you

that kind of love where you get butterfies in your stomach when he says that

that kind of love when you can tell him everything, which you can't tell your parents 
or friends

that kind of love when you can tell him that your feeling down or anxious 

that kind of love when he lets you fall asleep in his arms listening to his heartbeat 

that kind of love when shows up under your window in the middle of the night, just to tell you goodnight and wants to kiss you one more time before you sleep 

that kind of love when he brings you flowers but not like the bouquet, just little field flowers 

that kind of love when he cheers you up at your game and runs on the field and kisses you when you won

that kind of love when you just want to keep him forever 

and he wants to keep you.