CHAPTER 9

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Yn pov

As Jin oppa took jk to his room I felt so fucking weak yes weak seeing my cheerful younger brother suffer so much I can't take this all no no my antidepressants fuck no i forgot to take them this morning i need them I can't let my brother's know that I'm in depression especially Jungkook he himself is not okay no no

I suddenly started feeling dizzy everything was blur I heard a scream before everything blacked out.

Yoongi pov

As Jin hyung took Jungkook to his room we all started panicking that how jk will react when he will wake up he is still traumatized by what happened last time as I was thinking all this my sight went to yn she was looking pale and weak she was thinking something very deeply suddenly she tightly grabbed her head I started calling her

Yoongi: yn yn yn KIM YN

Suddenly she fainted I just caught her in time as I screamed everyone looked in this direction and were shocked they all came running to us and i took her to her room everyone followed us

After sometime still Yoongi pov

After i got her in her room and Jin Hyung checked her he said she maybe fainted because of stressing herself too much and she'll wake up in sometime and he went out with the others to check on Jungkook leaving me alone with her i decided to stay with her at least until the others come. After few minutes she was moving and she open her eyes but closed immediately due to sudden light and again opened her eyes after her eyes adjusted to the light. As soon as she saw me she spoke

Yn: oppa how is Jungkook (weak voice)

Yoongi: yn care about yourself too you your self woke up now and you're asking about Jungkook

Yn: I am already used to this oppa all I care about is jungkook

Suga: he is still unconscious how about you how are you are you fine should I call Jin Hyung do you need som-

Yn: oppa oppa I'm fine

As soon as those words left her mouth she suddenly grabbed her head again.

Yn Pov

As soon as I woke up I got to know that jk is ok I felt relieved and after that Yoongi oppa bombarded me questions and I told him I'm fine but suddenly those voices started

"You are useless you can't do anything"

"Your brother is suffering so much

"You can't do anything you're just  useless you can't even take care of yourself "

" You yourself are not okay you can't do anything you're just a burden-

Yn: STOP

yoongi flinched

that voices stopped for now i know they are gonna start again if i dont take my pills

Yoongi: yn are u okay?

Yn: o-oppa can you give me the pills kept in the first drawer

Yoongi: sure but-

Yn: please

He took the box of pills and gave me and i took one pill kept the box on the nightstand and swallowed with the glass of water kept on the nightstand  i don't think he saw the name of the pills written on the box.

Yoongi: yn are you okay? What happened? And what are these pills for?

He said and took the box to read it's name

Yn: no oppa-

As soon as he read that name he dropped that box on the floor

(An: for those who are curious the box didn't broke nor the tablets fell on the floor even though the box fell on the floor the tablets are secured)

Yoongi: Y-Yn you are suffering from c-cold

I'm just kidding 😂

Yoongi: Y-Yn are suffering from d-depression.

Yn: o-oppa it's not what you think i-i can

Yoongi: just answer me why didn't you tell me tell us (cold)

You were abt to speak but you heard a scream

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Yn: oppa let's talk about this later I need to see Jungkook

With you rushed to Jungkook's room without thinking twice with Yoongi following you.

As soon as you opened the door the sight infront of you broke your heart.

Jungkook was clenching onto Jin's short while crying and mumbling the same thing again (an: I'm lazy to write it again)

An POV

The atmosphere was tensed everyone was worried about Jungkook everything was silent only Jungkook's sobs could be heard, you were controlling your tears not wanting to break down in front of the younger one.

As soon as Jungkook saw you he hugged you so fucking tight

An: for those who are wondering you were close to Jungkook.

And starting crying as those painful memories came in front of his eyes.

You were biting your lips trying your best to control your tears

Yn: Jungkookie don't cry nobody is gonna come near you you have me right you're nonna's strong boy right shhh calm down baby

Jk: noona (hiccup) you will (hiccup) b-be there for me (hiccup) right.

Yn: yes baby I'm there for you I'll always be there for you I'll always protect you no one can lay a finger in you baby shh calm down now calm down

He calmed down after sometime

Yn: Jungkookie are you alright now

Jk: nae noona

Yn: now go and get washed we are gonna have dinner.

With that he went to his bathroom and then Suga spoke

Suga: Jin Hyung we need to have talk with yn later.

He walked out and everyone followed him

In the dining room

Jin: Yn what was Yoongi talking abt

Yn: you'll know oppa

Jungkook also came everyone was at the dining table you all started eating you were between tae and yoongi you were chitchatting and seeing jk a bit better made you feel better too. as time passed by everyone completed eating

Yoongi: Jungkookah you go and sleep okay hyungs and noona have some company work.

Jk: ill sleep when you guys finish i wanna cuddle noona.

Yn: ill come and cuddle afterwards kookie you go and sleep we have uni tmrw right

jk: aww (pout) okay

with that he went to sleep

Soo armies here i am with my new chapter do vote and comment and let me know what you think about this chapter what do you yoongi is going to do? what will be the rest of the members reaction when they get to know about yn's depression to know this all Stay tune

                                                                                                                              - Your lovely author moon

Word count: 1062

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