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ang down bad ko sa’yo
at ang fucked up ko na
hindi ko alam bakit
in cases like this, i can just easily walk away
pero bakit kapag sa’yo, hirap na hirap ako?
siguro sadya lang talaga na minahal kita nang sobra
gusto ko na makawala
pagod na ako eh,
nahihirapan,
naliligaw,
at ubos na ubos na
we both know love shouldn’t be like this. right?
i am silently praying to God and all of the saints that once i get tired, you’re the one who will fight naman, and i think i should stop doing it.

I started dreaming big because of you. At ngayong hindi na kita matanaw, na-back to zero ako, literal.
Ang hirap magplano para sa future nang wala ka.

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