A few days later
It was my birthday, no one celebrated, since I kept complaining how I didn't want anyone to. I just sat in my room all day. My mom was going to make a cake but I told her that I didn't want one. I just cleaned up a few thing in my room, to get my mind off of things. But all day I kept thinking of what if this happened or this. I swear I was dropped on my head as a baby because all I think about is the most dark, terrible thing in the world. I got a small smirk from my stupid theory. That was probably the first time I actually hade a smile on my face so far in a few days.
The past few days I've been having terrible sleep. I just don't want to sleep and try to keep my mind focus, so I don't think of death and shit like that.
Then all I could think about was who I would choose. I kissed Will, Annabeth, Jason and Nico. I didn't want to break Annabeth's heart, but I was kinda considering Nico a bit too. I mean he is so cute when he gets mad- no, stop thinking about this. I mean Annabeth was my girl friend and I just left her. We've been through so much together, I even went into Tartarus to save her. But Nico almost jumped in after me. My mind is all over the place, I can't think properly at all.
I looked out the widow. The sun was setting. I felt so tired after not having proper sleep. I knew I would regret this, but I changed into some pajamas and crawled into bed. Good night.
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Percy's Nightmares
FanfictionThis is a sequel to The Private Journal of Percy Jackson and Percy's secrets. If you have not please read those first, you should so you can understand the story better. This does involve cutting and suicide. So don't do that at all.
