You and I

the beginning of the end

All was going well until that day the day that presented itself as the beginning of a new journey that separated a river into two

Rain: why what did I ever do to deserve such treatment from you tell me what wrong did I do by loving you

Phayu: plz bay here me out
Rain: what do you want me to hear that you went and slept with someone else that you are having an affair elsewhere

Phayu: baby plz it was a mistake and it will never repeat itself again plz

Rain: really wow u amaze me a grown up man like you who has children who are turning twelve making a mistake and one of cheating wow

Ethan: papa what's wrong why are you crying

Rain: nothing baby why are you back do early

Ethan: papa Ethaniel was not feeling well so the teachers took us to the hospital and brought us here

Rain: where is she
Ethan: in the bedroom
Rain: okay

Ethan: dad why was papa crying
Phayu: son daddy just made papa upset but everything will be okay
Ethan: okay

It hurt so bad seeing him in your arms after you rejected him many years ago when your pa had bright him to our house

I knew I had to do something but what could I do everything felt like it stopped moving when I had seem you two cuddling each other with only towels looking like your session was not only of lust but love

Pa: son what are you thinking
Rain: nothing but I have made up mind pa I can't stay in the  marriage anymore

Pa: baby u need to think this through look at your children how do you think they will cop leaving with one of you that when they have gotten used to both of you

Rain: I know that pa but I just can't seem to forget it everytime I look at him it's like his whole body replays the incident I see them and everything that happened

Pa: son I know that but look it is better if you think about your children more look at me though I raised you it was difficult you saw how hard it was for me to play both roles

Rain: I know but I don't know I just don't know  sorry but I can't stay in this marriage I can't I can't pa I can't

Pa: fine but plz think about it plz

After weeks of thinking about it I came to decide to give us two a second chance not for us but for our children I know they noticed the difference that came through as sometimes I would just break down infront of them

Ethaniel: papa what wrong why are you crying did you and daddy fight again
Ethan: yes papa what's wrong tell us

Rain: nothing baby I just have a slight headache but I'll be fine
Ethan: is that so then let us go back home we can come to the park any other day

Days and hours with you started feeling like years of deep torture my life became a mess I didn't know what to do or who to talk to I could not even shade tears any more I thought that maybe I was getting the hang of everything and healing but that was not the case

Porsche: son in-law what's wrong and look at you

Rain : nothing is wrong pa I just don't feel to good

Porsche: really well from the look of things the children were right something is off with you son I know I have not been the best in-law but for the children sake I need to know is it my son

Rain: am sorry I don't know where I went wrong as his partner I don't know

I told your pa everything I thought maybe after telling him everything I would feel relieved and yes I felt as though a heavy stone was lifted off my  shoulders 

Sky even came through our house to apologize at first I did not want to see or hear him but I guess I had to just for clarity on some things

Rain:so for how long have you two been a thing

Sky: for 5years but the first two years where not that serious

Rain: so for five years you two have been a thing I am forced to believe that you have a child with him

Sky: no I don't we actually used protection and we underwent some abortions

Rain: how many exactly
Sky: four am sorry but I promise you we are over am really sorry ruining your marriage were never my intentions

Rain: it's fine I forgive you
Sky: thank you I'll be on my way