You and I

time

I got used to seeing him in our house the papers came to through but a day before I received the most shocking news of my life I was supposed to leave after our divorce but decided to stay

Doctor: yes Mr Therapanyukul you need to take care of yourself as your condition needs not only rest but you to be stress free

Rain: thank you doctor
Doctor: I have prescribed some medicine for you take it thrice a day and make sure to eat.

Rain: thank you doc

I came back home feeling more weak I arrived home and saw him setting dinner as the twins where helping him

Ethan/Ethaniel: papa your back
Rain: yes and did you trouble uncle sky

Ethaniel: no papa we are actually helping him set the table

Sky: good evening Rain how are you
Rain: am fine babies I need to tell you something
Ethaniel: what is it papa

Rain: well soon pap will be going somewhere I need you two to listen to uncle sky and be good children

Ethan: but where are you going papa can't we go aswell

Rain: no you can't but I promise I will be coming to see you

Ethaniel: okay papa

I did not know what to do after I found out about my condition I could feel the urge to throw up but sometimes could not tell anyone but just bid everyone good bye because time was not with me

Sky: Rain why are you telling me all this
Rain: I just want you to consider my children as yours plz love them and never let them feel my absence plz

Sky: okay I promise to always love them like my own children

Rain: here I have a present for you
Sky: Rain what why are you giving me your wedding ring it is your and not mine plz keep it

Rain: no I wish that you take it you don't have to wear it but just keep it and if you in the near future want to get married u can wear this ring

Sky: are you giving me him aswell you know he doesn't love me

Rain: no sky he does but just needs time I know he does look he stayed with tiu for five years without leaving you tobe with me he even had a serious affair with you do you think he doesn't love you sky he does he just needs time

Sky: thank you I don't know what I can say even after ruining your marriage you still treat me well am sorry

Rain: hey don't cry it's not good for you and the baby plz stop crying plz

Sky: okay thank you so much but where are you going

Rain: somewhere not far I'll be  coming here I just need space to breath and recollect my life

Sky: okay thank you once more
Rain: you are welcome now let us go eat

I asked your pa and my pa to forgive you I knew that it would be hard but still managed to I even said my goodbyes to them I knew time was not with me I had gotten worse and would even cough out the blood infront of the children but thank God I was able to lie to them

Porsche: okay son I have forgiven him but plz you need to tell us where it is you are going

Pa: yes son u don't look okay to me tell us where it is you are going

Rain: I'll tell you but not now
Pa:okay we will give you your time but if you need anything don't hesitate to call us

Rain: okay pa thank you I have to go now

I left them knowing it was my last time being with them or even talking to them and I know I would leave suddenly but I had people to take care of everything

Doctor: you are here Mr Therapanyukul

Rain: yes so can I come in the evening I have something that is left I after am done I'll come and we can finish up

Doctor: okay but I ow that time is ticking and it is not in your support

Rain: thank you

I came back home that evening and found you playing with the twins and sky

Sky: ohh Rain you are back
Rain: yes I just had some business but I'll have to leave for a while again I had left something in the bedroom that's why I came back

Ethan/Ethaniel: papa come play with us for a little bit

Rain: no baby pa is busy
Sky: Rain come and play just a little while

Rain: okay

Time passed and with each and every ticking second my body started giving up I looked at the watch on the wall that started spinning I looked at you and the children I missed these days but was  still grateful becoz I was spending my last hours on earth with you my family and my new friend sky

Ethan: papa are you alright 
Rain: yes baby I have to go now
Sky: Rain you don't look okay why don't you rest for a while and I'll call you for dinner

Rain: no sky am just feeling hot but am fine and I need to finish this work don't leave supper for me

I stood and left for my new room I had moved out of our shared room fearing that you would find out about my condition I arrived in the room running to the sink to throw up

But all that came out was blood I threw up and went to drink my meds but just put them back because they where of no use I opened my phone and sent messages to our parents biding everyone goodbye