Dinah
"BEEP BEEEP BEEEP BEEP"
Shut up I told the inanimate object that disturbed me of my sleep I looked at the clock to it saying 5:30 I have to get ready for my first day as I get ready I recall the moments that replayed in my head from yesterday
After leaving the cafe mr.Carson had his stylist buy some clothes for me in which I declined but he insisted so I agreed then we went to buy some necessities like hygiene products hair stuff and some makeup after everything mr.Carson brought me to his home where I would my working I signed a contract with him after he gave me my uniform and 100$.
I would be starting my shift at 6:00am and will be finished by 11am my job consists of doing room duty in which I have to broom and vacuum the floors fix the beds and pick up laundry on the Floors doesn't seem hard right except for the fact I have to clean 8 bedrooms including mine I mean it wasn't a problem considering that I used to clean all of my moms messes she would make with her drug problem a horrible image played in my head
Flashback
Mom, I'm home where are you (SCREAM) MOM WHAT ARE YOU DOING "I NEED MORE DINAH I NEED MORE" More what mom "Pain killers" she said as she threw another glass cup at the wall okay mom we will get you some more.
as I go to get another pain killer for her I hear her scream again
(SCREAM) "I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS" my mother says as she starts crying here you go mom she takes the pill and starts drifting to sleep I clean up the cut my mom has on her foot and wrap it up then I go to clean up the mess she made.
Flashback over
After I finished getting ready I started my first day on the job and I made sure I cleaned everything spotless while cleaning I felt overwhelmed seeing all the nice things here made me a little sad knowing I couldn't afford it that's the past I'm focused on the future I was so focused on cleaning I didn't even realize I had an hour left until my shifted finished
After I finished I went to rose(the shift leader)
To clock out after I went to my room to relax when mr.Carson came in
Aaron
I came to check on Dinah I never asked her how her first day went I've just been so busy with work I knocked on her door and she opens it "Hi" she says nervously how was your first day "Honestly it's very tiring but I'll get used to it" I was thinking how about I enroll you into school "Really Oh my goodness" she says with excitement yeah but you have to continue to work while in school "of course"
Okay then it is final you will start school on Thursday thank you so much mr.Carson she said as she hugged me
I am not a hugger I've never showed or received any type of affection so normally I would me annoyed at this but this felt.... Comforting I kinda like this feeling she looked up at me "sorry I didn't mean to cross boundaries" it's okay your good
well I'll be leaving for a meeting soon hen I get back we will all have dinner. And for the first time ever I felt weird I felt...... happy I never feel happy
I don't know if it's a feeling I'm supposed to like or not I don't know.
