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✿𝓝𝓸𝓽𝓽𝓲 𝓸𝓼𝓪𝓶𝓪 𝓯𝓪𝓷 𝓯𝓲𝓬 𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓸 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓮✿
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ˢʸ'ᵃʳⁱ ʷᵃˡᵏᵉʳ|ᵖᵒᵛ
It's been two weeks since the girls talked to the boys sy'ari got depressed and amiko was just having mixed feelings for dd she really didn't wanna be with him anymore sy'ari didn't get out her room , she didn't get out to eat , or even talk to the girls
But today she finally got up and she just sat in bed crying she was honestly just trying to figure out why everything was going the way it was going
For a while sy'ari have been sober from self harming , not many knew only zay'Anna and amiko
She felt this sudden urge to do again , she had voices in her head and with all honesty she wanted to end it all
She Went to her closet and got the razor then went to her bathroom that was in her room , she locked the door and she just stared at the razor after a while she got a voice in her head "just do it"
Sy'ari started slightly cutting her leg and arms but then she started getting deeper after remembering everything that went on that day , blood was now dripping down her legs and arms she quickly tried to stop the flow , she got bandages so the bleeding would stop
She then cleaned up and went to find some black sweats and a jacket, she was finna wear notti jacket but a voice in her head told her no
She put her clothes on and left her room , walking towards zay'Anna room she knocked on the door and walked in
" hey z wanna come to the park with me" sy'ari asked nicely
Zay'Anna looked at her " you okay sy sy "
" yea I'm just bored of sitting in my room all day" sy'ari said
" well okay we can go to the park want me to get amiko " zay'Anna asked
Amiko came out the room " I heard my name being mentioned what's wrong"
"Wanna come to the park with us " zay'Anna asked
" sure" amiko said while running down the stairs while the girl followed
Zay'Anna was already gonna ask them to go to the park because he and ddot had already set up plan for everything to be cool again
As the girls was walking to the park zay'Anna asked a question " have you guys talked to notti and dd"
Sy'ari stayed quite while her AirPods was in " fuck a dd fuck a David I'm done with that Nigga he mad annoying and a cheater he draining the fuck outta me gangsta"amiko said
They finally got to the park and sy'ari was sitting on swings after a while , dd , ddot , and nott pulled up Jstar dropped them off amiko looked and side eyed zay'Anna
" oh bitch you got me fucked up " amiko said while trying to walk away , but dd grabbed her and dragged her back to the bench
Notti sat on the swing next to sustain just staring at her as she didn't make eye contact with him "mama" notti gently said
She looked over at him "yes Ethan "
"You still mad at me"notti said while touching her leg
Sy'ari jumped "ow and no I was never mad at you "
Notti frowned he didn't know why she jumped " mama why ya jump"
Sy'ari had to lie quick" oh it's nothing it was just a reflex
Meanwhile dd and amiko was going at it
"Amiko stop acting like that bro " dd said while trying to pull her
"On my mother soul fuck nigga stop touching me , we done pussy I don't want you no more , you can take back all the gift you gave me that shit don't mean shit to me no more the fuck " amiko said while eating her candy
" I said we wasn't over fuck is you talking about " dd said
" nigga I said what the fuck I said , fuck what you said ya words don't mean shit to me nigga" amiko said while pulling away from him
" fuck it if you wanna break up that's cool , betta not let me see you with another nigga or he gone get poked word to my unborn kids
" fuck them unborn kids , fuck out my face dummy "
Amiko and dd and ddot and zay'Anna walked home
" y'all coming " ddot asked
" na we gone stay here we need to talk " notti said
Notti just looked at sy'ari, " mama why you bundled up it's not that cold "
Sy'ari looked at him , "oh yea I know"
" mama I just want to say I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry tamara came up here like that but I promise I'm not talking to her baby you know I love you to much to even think about any other bitch"notti said almost running out of breath
" I know Ethan I already said I believe we're good baby" sy'ari said while takiing her jacket off forgetting she self harmed
Notti seen her arms "mama what's that"
" it's nothing " sy'ari lied
Notti gets up and un bandages seeing fresh cuts
"Sy'ari what the fuck " notti shouted
Sy'ari started crying " I'm sorry Ethan I'm sorry I'm so sorry " she said while crying
Notti couldn't even be mad at her all he could do is hug her with tears forming in eyes
"Mama don't do that again bro word to everything don't do it again" notti said cause he didn't know about the ones on her legs
" okay I won't my sweet Handsome boy I promise " sy'ari said while kissing him
After that they just sat on the swings and took pics and just enjoying time with each other
