My living nightmare-Tom kaulitz//Pt 2//

The argue

And we drink coffe until...

Tom bursts in throught the door

"Where the fuck is she Bill?!?!"
Me and Bill look confused

"Who are you talking about-"

Bill didnt even get a chance to finish before Tom walked closer to us he doesnt seem to mind me being there

"wait wait now...who are you talking about Tom"
Bill tried to ask

"The fucking love of my life named Taylor"
My eyes widen...the-the love of his-No no this is not true he is just angry...nevermind

"Where the fuck is she?!?"
Tom shouts clearly angry

"How coupd i even fucking know?!?"
Bill snaps back

"Bill i swear to god...the fucking hospital said that she is fucking alive"
Tom had tears in his eyes..i have never seen him cry he looked... vulnerable and concerned...?

"Just tell me where is she i dont even want to see this bitch Jasmine anymore i just-"

Tom stops talking before his voice cracks completely

"just-tell me when you hear something about her..i just want to hug her again"
His voice is cracked and he looks like he is about to cry

"Tom.."
Bill tries to stop him but its too late Tom goes into his room

*Time skip*

After three hours we haven't heard from Tom so i deicide to reveal myself arleady..he needs me

I knock on Toms door but i dont hear an answer so i just a quick peek and i see him ...fucking Jasmine...oh hell no..i run away going in the little room that is supposed to be mine and i try not to take a knife and put it throught my neck....how could he?!?

"How could i beilive he loved how could i?!?"i scream into my shirt that i lifted just so i can collect my tears in it

After a moment or two i opem the door and my knuckle slams against the doorknock

"Ow fuck!"
I cuss loudly

I hear Tom come out of his room and he was only in boxers...he looked...hot ngl...Shut up Taylor...he cheats on you...get over him...

I try not to stare when i accidentally bump into him

"I-im sorry sir kaulitz"i lower my head

"Its ok"he gives me a reassuring smile before he goes down the stairs...h elooks like he is in a rush or smt idk?

I gi downstairs with the mop and i hear Tom talking on the phone with his people i guess..?

"I want you to search the whole town for her..dead or alive i will hold her in mg arms again and when i do i would end this bitch Jasmine"he mumbled into the phone not loud enough for me to hear what he said next but i could make out only the words..

He was searching for someone i guess?could it be...no..no im just being ridiculous he has a lot of targets and this kind of stuff he isnt going to search the whole town because of me...is he?

I try to act it out and mop the floor so i can hear more of his conversation on the phone

He gives me a dirty look and goes outside..shit ive been caught trying to overhear,nevermind it doesnt matter as long as im not in danger...so does that count for Tom...i still care..

This man does t get off my head i wonder how long will i wait until he finds out who i am really.. or...i will just break inside and i will reveal myself..we will see..as im moping the floor i hear...

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