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Jisung uploaded the cover he did to his Instagram page, as well as the song he wrote. Once he did that, he went to class and gave the teacher his flashdrive to show proof of his work.

*"I have to say jisung, both of these pieces of work are excellent. And I'm also glad that you're staying true to your roots by writing a Korean song. Also thank you for the English translation, much appreciated. You can go sit down now."*

He went to bow as a thank you but remembered he was in the states so he smiled with gratitude and went back to his usual seat.

Lunch time was after this class and jisung's worst nightmare was about to become a reality.

He truly hated attention, doesn't like being put into the spot light what so ever. But that changed 2 hours after he uploaded both songs to his socials.

When he stepped out of class a group of people were just stood there. He halted his movements and looked at them who stared right back at him.

"Your songs are amazing!!"

"Well I only uploaded one but thank-"

"Seriously dude! Your voice is spectacular!!"

"Uh.. thank-"

"And the way you included both Korean and English is awesome!"

"Well I speak bo-"

"I know you're not an artist but can I get an autograph! To show that I was your fan from day one!"

He started sweating profusely, "ah.. well alright, do you have a pen-"

"Me too!"

"I want one too!"

"Same here jisung!"

The pathway back into the classroom was now blocked and he was swarmed by a lot of people.

Other persons would beam at this but jisung's anxiety built up with each word being shouted in his face.

He tries to write his name on papers that were shoved into his face until he couldn't anymore.

His breathing got shallow and he was starting to see dots in his vision. Jisung felt his chest starting to beat at an abnormal rate and he clutched his shirt begging for an escape.

He stood on shaky feet grabbing onto the wall for some stability but to no avail.

"Jisung you forgot to sign mine!"

"Mine's too!"

"Right let me just-" He was once again cut off.

Either let me speak or just let me go to the dorms please. (Jisung's thoughts)

"Jisung over here!"

He couldn't anymore and the black dots were seemingly getting larger and larger with each breath he tried to intake. The voices around him became slower and quieter.

He slid down the wall and someone grabbed a hold of his arm, throwing it over there shoulder.

In the distance he could hear loud groans of frustration before his body went limp in the other person's arms.

~

Jisung woke up in his room to two, maybe three, voices sounding throughout the space.

He sat up and held his head before Adrian came and stood close by him.

*"Hannie are you good? Do you need anything?"*

'water' was all he could croak out before laying back down with a hand sprawled over his eyes.

Why'd that happen?

Did the video blow up?

My singing isn't even that great, what are people on?

I should check Instagram later..

But at the same time I don't want to

There was so many people-

*"You okay dude?"* Josh spoke up and jisung realized he had moved closer to his bed.

*"Yeah I think so.."*

*"Who brought me back here though, was it Adrian?"*

*"Nah, I picked you up and called Lexi to help me. You may look skinny but you've got some weight"* josh laughed lightly making jisung break into a smile.

*"Thanks Josh.. you too lexi"*

*"No problem han"*

*"It's nothing jisung!"*

Adrian came back with some water and ibuprofen to help the headache he's sure jisung has.

After that, they played video games and watched movies. Jisung just watched them play, not really in the mood at the moment.

*"Thank you guys.."*

*"For what babe?"* Jisung smiled at the 'pet name' Adrian threw out.

*"For taking care of me I guess. We haven't known each other for long but you still did it, so thanks"*

*"It's human decency jisung."* Lexi looked in his direction before turning back to the television screen.

"Y'know Lexi, if you were straight, I'd tap-"

Lexi has curly hair and a slightly toned body. She had brown skin and almond doe eyes which were light brown in color. Her hair was currently dyed red. She dressed boy-ish and sometimes feminine when she felt like it.

Adrian and josh turned to jisung with jaws dropped.

Lexi smirked at that, "too bad we're both gay pretty boy."

Pretty boy..

Ever since that incident at the club a while ago, he's hated that name ever since, but he just put on a smile and acted like he wasn't affected as not to bother his new friends anymore.

He laid back down on the couch and just stared off into space after that.

~

a/n: rawr
I have no energy and I'm sick smh

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