me and tom went to his house after i got ready and it was currently 6:37 pm "BEEL BEEL WE HERE" i yell opening the door "OH MY FUCKING GOD YOU LOOK LIKE A HOT WHORE"
bill says admiring my outfit i picked out "ay that's my beautiful girl right there" tom says spinning me around in blushed at the thought that tom called me his beautiful girl
"whore let's do our makeup together" bill says pulling my arm upstairs "ok ok" i say laughing "y/n shut the door there's something i wanna talk to you about" bill says patting on the bed signaling me to sit on his bed
"bill your scaring did you forget your eye shadow at my house again?" i asked remembering that he forgot it in my room on my vanity table "uh no it's something serious" bill says in a serious tone "what is it?" i say in a worried tone and made a worried face
"it's just that" before i know it bill smashes his lips into mine
WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? i think so hard should i continue to kiss him!?? but man he's a good kisser me and bill continue to make out for 3 minutes till he picked up my waist and set me
on top of his lap
what the fuck why the fuck am i making out with my fucking best friend i'm with tom fuck this is wrong i pull away from the kiss "bill do you like me?" i asked scared and shock of what he did "y/n i've always liked you even the moment
i met you i know that this is wrong and so fucking fucked up of me but i just couldn't hold it on anymore the moment you walked in inside the house you made me go crazy" bill staring into my soul
fuck what's that feeling i'm getting are they butterflies??? am i developing new feelings to bill?? fuck my face is feeling hot fuck i'm blushing so hard "bill i like you too but i like tom too"
k say in a sad tone "it's ok i just wanted to get it out now that it's out can we continue to be best friends and forget this all happened?" bills asks while i get off of his lap now facing him
"yea we can but let's not tell anyone this happened and when we get older we can just laugh about it" i say kinda sad since i wanna be with bill now after what just had happened
"bill i don't know anymore" i say looking down "what do you mean?" bill asks worried "im dating tom and after we kissed i developed new feelings for you and i don't want that i only want to be
best fitness with you" i say now crying "i fucking cheated on tom with his twin brother fuck i'm a fucking horrible person" i say sobbing "no no y/n it's my fault i should've never done that it was my fault
i just have a big crush on you and your outfit looks hot and i could o couldn't resist i'm sorry" bill says hugging me now while rubbing my back and patting it every few seconds "im sorry bill but i need to go to the bathroom
And be there for a while" i saying getting up and walking off to the bathroom "ok call me if you need anything" bill yells over the door
i put my hands in the sink staring at myself thinking what the fuck had i just don't
y/n's mind 🧠: what the fuck i'm a fucking whore why did i just do that? should i tell tom? no he will get pissed off and it would cause drama fuck why the fuck did i do that i feel so fucking guilty
bills pov:
what the fuck did i just do did i just fucking kiss my brothers girlfriend and my best friend? fuck why did i do that i feel so bad i think to myself "yo bill" tom says knocking on the door door
"uh yea" i say trying hard not to cry "is y/n there j need to talk to her about something" tom says over the door "uh she's in the bathroom taking a shit so i think your gonna have to wait" fuck i hate lying to my brother
(SH SELF HARM warning ⚠️)
"uh ok let me know when she's out ok?" tom says leaving "k" i whispered i couldn't help but got to my closet got a box of my old blades with dry blood on it and starting slitting my wrists
deep it started making my arms red i hadn't done sh after i found out that y/n did it i starting cutting deep inside my arms i wanted to cry so hard why the fuck do i have to be so stupid
why did i kiss my best friend? why did i kiss my brothers girlfriend? i thought to myself i stopped till i heard the door open "bill what the fuck are you doing?" y/n says running to me fuck i think to myself
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Y/N Enemies to lovers tom kaulitz <3
Romancetom kaulitz the schools biggest player you guys are enemies or are you really? you are best friends with bill you and tom somehow were forced to hang out together and being friends but then you guys start to developed feelings for each other?
