Y/N Enemies to lovers tom kaulitz <3

pt. 23

i digger inside my skin deep my wrists and arms started bleeding i felt so afraid and so mad at myself for what i have done to my brothers girlfriend it was fucked up

"bill what fuck are you doing?" y/n comes running to me u quickly put my sleeves back down "nothing" i say wiping a tear off my face "bill stop stop stop don't fucking do this" y/n says now crying "i'm getting tom and im telling him"

fuck i'm terrified now

y/n's pov:

"i'm getting tom and im telling him" i say crying for what had happened right now and when bill kissed me

i speed walked downstairs "tom we're gonna have to cancel the party something happened come upstairs" i say wiping a tear "ma what the fuck happened why are you crying tell me what happened"

tom says scared "me and bill will explain later but i just caught bill doing sh" i say now breaking down "holy fuck" tom says running upstairs opening bills door and seeing bill continuing cutting his arms

"bill give me that right now" tom says hanging his hand out waiting for bill to give him the blade "no tom i did something fucked up and your gonna be pissed" bills says sobbing

"bill whatever happened i won't be pissed" tom says with worried eyes "when me and y/n went to my room i felt crazy in love of what she was wearing so i kissed her and i know it was so fucked up of me go ahead slap me now"

bill says now breaking down "y/n is this true?" tom says now sad "yes tom and im so fucking sorry" i saying crying and went to hug him "it's ok just don't let it happen again let's cancel the party and have a movie

night tonight ok guys?" tom says taking the balde off bill "bill let me clean you up" tom says picking bill up from his arms "im so sorry tom" bill says crying to him when he hugged him

"its ok bill lets go clean you" tom says walking to the bathroom with bill

time skip>>>

me tom and bill weee watching mean girls to cool our emotions from almost an hour ago i might start sobbing again i can't believe bill was doing sh because we kissed and he feels really bad and so do i

when i said i liked bill and tom u only said that to make bill feel better but i think he knew i was just saying that to make him feel better or whatever shit

"how are you guys feeling?" tom asked "my arms hurt" bill says trying hard not to cry "its ok bill me and y/n are here by your side no matter what but please don't ever do this again please?" tom says to bill while running his shoulder

"thank you tom your the best brother i could ever have and im so fucking grateful you exist and that you are in my life i mean yea you can sometimes be a bitch sometimes but i still love you no matter what i can't imagine life

without you big bro" bill says hugging him "same to you too bill" tom says hugging bill back after they hugged tom stared at me and started rubbing my knee "y/n baby i love you, you are

the most precious girl i really care about this whole world and i wish that we will never lose each other" tom's words warmed my heart i couldn't believe what he had said

i hugged him "tom there's a lot of words to say about you but i don't know how to say them i want say you are the worlds best boyfriend i ever had even though you are my first boyfriend and i also wish that i could never lose you"

i say not lightly crying on tom's neck "i love you y/n" "i love you too tom" i say back "how about tomorrow at 7:30 pm i take the both of you for dinner my treat and to get everything off of our minds yea?"

tom says while waiting for a yes answer "sure of course!" bill says "yes tommy of course we will go!" i say kissing his cheek

me tom and bill continued to watch mean girls till we all got tired and fell asleep on each other

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