The Psycho's Obsession

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15 years back

9-year-old Zarkhan was hiding behind one of his father's guards. In front of him, there was a man tied with ropes lying on the ground screaming badly

"Capo, please forgive me. I'll never do this again." The man said loudly while screaming

"Hunh... I know you never do this again because you won't be alive to do this again." He smiled

"Capo, please forgive me plz." He tried again

"You for traitors, there's no forgiveness." He said mockingly, sitting on the chair in front of him

This man leaked Zarkhan's father's personal information to enemies...

"You know what I hate the most it's the betrayal, and you're a betrayer. Forgiving you is like forgiving the upcoming army of traitors." His face was cruel

He locked his gun and pointed at the man. Zarkhan closed his eyes because he couldn't see anyone dying, but unexpectedly, there was no noise. He slowly opened his eyes and saw his father glaring at him strangely.

"Zarkhan, come here." He called him Zarkhan's blood ran dry.

"Zarkhan, I said come here." She shouted. Zarkhan's heart was startled, but licking his dry lips, he started walking towards his father, taking small steps

"What happened, baba?" He asked innocently

"How many times I've told you that I am not your baba? I am the Capo, so call me capo." He said hardly. Zarkhan nodded quickly.

"Now here's the gun hold it." He gave the gun to Zarkhan, who was looking at the man with sympathy

"Now kill this traitor... this is your test to prove that you're worthy to be a mafia." Vex looked at his father shockingly. Was he gone mad...

"Baba, I can't." The gun fell from his hand and started stepping back when he received a hard slap on his soft cheek.

"I said kill him." He said tightly, holding his arm. He gave him the gun again.

Vex pointed the gun at the man who was screaming and asking for forgiveness his hands were shinking making it difficult to hold the gun.

"Zarkhan I said shot him." His father yelled. He looked at the person in the front crying and then the gun in his hand. He closed closed his eyes there were many voices echoing in his head

"I said kill him....no please no dont kill me...please.... he's a traitor kill him.....no I don't wanna die my daughter must be waiting for me please forgive me...... kill him....kill him.....kill him...." kill him was the last voice remained in his head he tightened the grip on gun and then a loud bang... he fired the gun...

As he opened the eyes he saw the man covered in all red writhing taking his last breath he fired directly on the heart. The gun slipped from his hand he was paused for a moment when he saw the body stopped moving... it was lifeless now...

How can this even happen... he killed a man he took a life... he has no right to take someone's life... how can he...

He heard the cheers of his father who was happy seeing his son's hand red with someone's blood..
Some tears slipped from his eyes... he looked at his father with blur eyes... for the first time he felt the intense hatred for his father...
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"Mom I am a bad guy." He said hugging his mother

"No you're not... bad giys hurt others  and my baby can never hurt someone." She smiled wiping his tears

" mom but I...." he was unable to say something

"Relax Zar tell me what happened?" She asked worriedly

"Mom... I killed a person with my own hands..." he said looking at his hand

"Mom...Allah will hate me now...but believe me it wasn't my mistake...baba forced me to... plz aske Allah to don't hate me.." he said crying and his mom hugged him tightly comforting him.

"Mom please tell Allah I am not a goid guy please..." he begged his mom

"Zar he knows that you're not a bad guy he loves you...please don't cry...baby." she said comforting him
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Years and years were passing by Zarkhan was getting older and used to all of the things now he was a murderer he killed many peoples making there bodies lifeless without any regret... on the otger hand hus mother was a religious women he keep on advising him to pray and ask forgiveness from Allah. But somewhere in the heart he know that he is not a good guy and Allah will never forgive him for what he is doing...his heart was fully black now  and he wasn't really hoping for heaven...

"Mom I am restless. I am not finding the peace." He said putting his head on her laps

"Pray to Allah he'll give peace to your heart." He said gently moving fingers in his hairs

"Mom Allah will mever forgive me I know I am a murderer." He closed his eyes

"You just pray salah don't think much "

"Mom why do we pray Salah?" He asked

"That Allah save us from the hell fire and send us to heaven." She smiled

"Mom you know one good thing about being a bad guy is that you don't have to worry about going to heaven because you know you'll go to hell." He said normally. The deadly normal tone

"Don't say like this." She requested

"Mom you know Sofia thinks I am a good guy." He mentioned his younger sister.

"I aslo think that you're a good good guy just a little bit dimensionless." She said slowly

"Mom I want Sofia to have a good opinion about me." He said twisting his fingers.

"She already have..."

"Mom please don't tell her that I am a murderer." He requested and quickly moved outside the room.

In thsi whole world only his mom and sofia have a good opinion about him he dont wanna lose them.

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"Asker what do you think why your son still have mercy in his heart." Zarkhan's father friend Ahsan asked

"Because of his mother..." he said exhaling smoke out.

"That can be dangerous for you and your empire..." he shrugged

"What do you mean by this" Asker's tone quickly changed

"I mean that a mafia should be merciless enough to completely hold over his empire and as concerned about your son he has alot of mercy for evryone." He said making bad

"What should I do then...." he asked picking aup the wine glass

"Distance him from his mother and sister also" he smiled

"I can't do thsi he'll never let thsi happen. It's impossible." He said shooking his head in denial

"What if they die..." he said with a evil smirk

"What are you saying you bastard..." he yelled loudly

"It's your choice by the way it's yout last option." He shrugged

"What I've to do..." he said after sometime in a agreed tone.

"You just send them on a vacation I'll take care of next.." he said evilly

"Do you think that this will make difference..." he was doubted

"100 percent don't worry... to get something you'll have to lose someting.

He nodded there was a strome in his head but he just wanna be more and more powerfull squeezing every weakness that come in his way.... evey weakness even his wife and daughter...

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