Flame of hatred

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"SAMEER"

"This's it," Kakar said to which we looked at her-she was looking at the mom and Aunt.

"Just because I'm quite that doesn't give you two the right to do what ever you desire, I lost my son today, since neither one of care about him, i do," she wipe her tears as she cough. "One of you lose her husband while the other lost the only brother to her husband, won't you please think about them?!"

She said crying out, dad hold her and wipe her tear.

"Since you're both so stupid play with me and my children again, I'll do something that you can never imagine, the last time I separate your children from you, don't make me become a bad mother in-law, I'll give you both a punishment that you'll never think of, and i make up my mine, you'll stay here until i decide something, whether both of you like it or not!" she stand to which dad follow her.

And it happens, six days later we still griefs.

This six days shows me the importance of becoming a good man, different people from my coursemate to those with whom we greet each other came from school to pay their condolences, Taufiq was the one who escort them-he came almost three time, with his family and the people he come with.

But all this time, my friend who i used to party and drink with were no where to be seen, I'm not their's because I'm not in-touch anymore.

I was okay with it, my reason, true friendship was the one built on a good terms with what our Almighty wants.

It was night time, minutes pass ten, wanting to grab some fresh air, I moved to our garden, i smile at my heart's soreness because of how the garden was bright with light bulbs.

This garden will forever be a place where i have a very big Amount of memories with dad, we planted all the trees and flowers together and we watered them together, it was still fresh in my head, my giggles, his warning when i play around, they are all there.

I rubbed away my face as it was so hot, my heart boiling with a sadness.

I guess I'm going to live with only this small amount of memories! Maybe this's my price for hurting him.

Why don't i be with him when i returns to the country?

I took my phone starts and scrolling through my conversation with dad, i starts to smile remembering how all the moments were.

"Dad i really miss you." I uttered looking intently at his picture that i asked him to send to me when he told me he have a get-together with his mate three days before he die.

Reading the caption he sent along with the picture, i chuckled painfully as tears hurt my face.

I glance at the sky as i hear a loud sound of the cloud, the stars and the moon disappeared behind it and it was dark, as though it'll rain soon. Before i think of what happened, first drops of rain starts to pour in a minimum speed.

Without caring about the pour, i just close my eyes, the rain pelt down on me, the amazing smell of the sand that welcomes the rain for the first time gives me a good feel.

I was there, eyes close thinking about my life, it wasn't easy, dad go away and then mom isn't ready to stop crying everyday.

"Sameer?!" I hear my name being call, i open my eyes and set them on the flowers and trees of the garden who were brighten and happy by the waterfall, while ignoring Safa's voice that i heard, maybe I'm now imagining her.

If not imagination why will i hear her this late and when it's even raining.

"Sameer," I hear again, i turned quite quickly to confirm for myself. My eyes set instantly on her, she is looking at me curiously. "What are you doing here?!" She asked scanning my drenched self. "You'll catch a cold," she murmur standing on her foot to set the umbrella she was holding over me too.