Bill Kaulitz Give me a chance Y/N

my eyes arent red

"let's go to my house to get some weed and we can smoke it afterwards" now i was pretty nervous because ive smoked weed before but never in public

because ive heard that here in germany that when people see teenagers around my age smoke weed they report it to the police station and you get locked up for eight months (ik this isn't true but just pretend)

i was over thinking their not going to report us right? are they? i was pretty scared

"let's go to my room" bill pulls my arm upstairs he was leading me to his room when i past tom's room

i heard a girl moaning tom's name the fuck? i thought i was just staring at the door i felt jealousy in me i had never felt like this against someone before

i hadn't even gotten my first kiss yet or dated anyone yet "y/n are you ok?"

"uh yea i was just disgusted" i laughed it off like if it was nothing

bills pov:

girl you know damn well you were jealous i saw that look on her face when we past by tom's room she was staring at the door

i did feel a bit jealous that y/n my crush was jealous that tom was having sex with a girl i did feel a bit upset but i didn't really care y/n can pick tom i don't give a fuck

the moment we walked in i closed the door and locked it i hope that doesn't look wrong i hope she doesn't think im going to rape her or something

"bill you have a fucking poster of fucking Pierce The Veil The Cure and Metallica?"

"oh hell yea i have more posters over there on the side of my room" i say pointing at the posters of My Chemical Romance Paramore KISS Evanescence a body poster of Vic Fuentes

Sleeping with sirens Tokio Hotel of course i mean who doesn't have a poster of us?

and a body poster of Kellin Quinn because he is literally my best friend totally like what the fuck

y/n pov:

i was shocked by how many posters of bill has of some of my favorite bands

"bill in going to fucking jump you"
i say giggling

"ill fuck you hard as fuck"

"you wanna bet"

"yea bet"

"alright bet come to the bed then" i say sitting in the bed patting next to me so he can sit next to me

i don't know if im joking or if he is joking

bill sat next to me "y/n are you actually serious though?"

what should i say

i was quiet for a few seconds "yeah" i looked up at bill admiring his features

bill leaned into and i leaned in a bit too till our lips touched i was screaming inside fuck tom i want bill

bill laid down on the bed and he put his arms around my waist and brought me down with him i was blushing so hard i felt my face get hot i was making out with my crush

he was my first kiss we continued like this till he pulled away

"y/n do you want me to fuck you or?"
bill whispers in my ear

i wanted him to fuck me already i felt myself wet while i was on top of him

"i want you to but only if you want" i wanted him inside of me already

"we can stop here and continue tomorrow because i really wanna get high with you" i did get hurt a little but it's ok tomorrow is fine

"oh ok it's ok" i say now getting off of him i was sitting on the bed awkwardly while he takes out the weed

i was admiring him while he was wrapping the weed with paper "here you go meine leibe"

"i don't know what you said on the last sentence but thank you" i say now taking it from him

we were smoking i was having the time of my life i was high and so was bill we were singing we looked drunk while we were trying to walk

while i was singing bill was walking around room singing along with me till someone came inside the room without knocking

"Bill Thrümper Kaulitz warum zum teufel sind deine augen rot und wer ist dieses mädchen?"
translation: Bill Thrümper Kaulitz why the hell are your eyes red and who is this girl?

fuck it was his mom i had no idea what she was saying or what bill was saying

"hallo mama ich wusste nicht dass du früher kommst und dieses mädchen heißt y/n und meine augen sind nicht rot"
translation: hi mom i didn't know you were coming early and this girls name is y/n and my eyes aren't red