better off as friends???

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"well the truth is that i'm actually suicidal like no cap" (sorry had to put on no cap)

i stood there in shock was i the reason?

"is it because of me tom?"

"no no it's not you it's just that i don't wanna be here anymore there's no point in life especially when i have a girlfriend that's in love with my twin brother"

i stood there shock how did he find out??

"t-tom h-how no i'm not in love with your twin brother"

"oh yeah then why do you always blush whenever he's around or when he's talking to you it's ok y/n if you love him go with him i don't mind and i don't give a shit go ahead be happy i want you to be with someone that makes you happy"

of course i was in love in bill it's just that i wanna be with tom im like not ready to be with bill i wanna be with tom

"tom no i wanna be with you i don't like your brother and yes i may blush when he's around or when he's talking to me it's because he reminds me of you"

saved it

tom looked at me like if he just saw a ghost he was really in shock that he "thought" that i was in love with his brother

"wow i don't know if i should believe you or not"

"what do you mean you don't know if you should believe me or not?"

"whenever you lie your always not biting or licking your lips and when you don't like you don't bite or lick your lips"

holy fuck i forgot i do that

i looked down and took a deep breathe

"y/n if you don't wanna be with me it's ok be with my brother be with someone that makes you happy or maybe you and bill have something for each other"

i blushed at the thought

"y/n it was lovely having you as a girlfriend but now i can inform that we are now just friends" tom hugged me and kissed me on the cheek as a friendly way

i felt tears storming in and with that tom left the car and went to talk with bill of course i didn't wanna break up with tom i loved him yeah but i wasn't ready to let him go

i was sobbing sobbing sobbing and sobbing i couldn't stop

well i guess this is it i just lost my first boyfriend i thought to myself

after i calmed down a bit i opened the mirror thing that was attached on the ceiling of the car and looked at myself my eyes were bloodshot red from all the crying i don't know how long i was crying for

but the outsiders movie ended and saw everyone packing up

yeah i was still sad that me and tom broke up and better off as friends but i guess i still have bill im not ready to date him yet i still need to heal from me and tom's break up too

hope that doesn't take long either

"hey y/n"
tom says opening the door and entering and closing it after he hopped in

"hi tom" i sniffled

"i'm sorry but it's just better off us being friends and it's ok if you like my brother

"tom i didn't wanna break up" i started to cry again

"oh baby im sorry" tom leaned in and gave me a warmest bear hug he had ever gave me

me and tom were driving to my house on e we arrived there in just wanted to go to my room and cry

i opened the door and tom did too we walked to my doorstep and he hugged me goodbye it wasn't just a friend hug it was a couple hug he hugged me to my lower waist

and gave me a passionate kiss

CLIFF HANGER AGAIN HAHAHAHAAA

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