Broken But Beautiful ( completed )

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I guess u all very well know about target....

continue....

shehnaaz's pov

my baby....how can I let him leave me....no....I struggle alot for that baby....he is my sole reason to live now ....

what will I do if he left me ....

no....

sidharth.....how can he leave me in middle of this strom....my only hope is denying to be my side.....

after me he is the only one wid whom I can trust for my baby....n he is saying...to terminate this....

I was shattered when I heard those words from his side

I feel like to run away from evryone...hide somewhere to protect my baby....

I don't what he said....my death...baby will be disabled....

I don't know about all this...I just want my baby....that's it

I will talk to him...I will again try to make him understand...n if he still denies.....what will I do then

where will I go....I have no one... literally no one for me on whom I can trust....who can support me in my this weak condition....

I slowly lift my palm n rest in my fakt belly....to feel my baby...to talk wid him....

Shehnaaz:- hey my love.....it's your mumma....

u know what I saw you two times

I giggle softly recalling his face

Shehnaaz:- u look like me ...u are so small....

I saw you walking today....my heart will burst at any moment...I have so much to tell you.... you're my everything baby.....your mumma loves u alot....I will try my best to save you...I know your mother made stupidity...mene apka thik se dhyan nahi na rakha haina... mumma se gussa ho

alone tear dropped from my eyes

Shehnaaz:- I am sorry....I know I am idiot...lekin kya karu mere liye bhi ye sab kafi new hai..haina...koi samjna wala nahi hai...na kisine kuch bataya hai ...muze bas itna pata hai ke aap mere andar ho aur jab sahi time aayega m apse mil paungi....

did u know about your sidharth uncle....he also loves you...pata nahi aj kya hua hai usko....uski bato ka bura mat man lena Haan...he is most amazing person...wo bahot accha hai....ap mere sath hamesha toh nahi reh paoge lekin muze na yakeen hai ki wo apko sambhal lega....he loves you as much as I do....

shuruvat m jab usne kaha wo le lega apko muzse tab bahot gussa Hui thi m....lekin badme samj aaya k m akeli apko nahi sambhal paungi... your mother is not able to give u the life u deserve meri jaan..m uss kabil nahi hu..aur shayad kabhi ho bhi na Pau....lekin pata nahi tha k m apko iss duniya m lane k bhi kabil nahi hu...

I am so sorry.....I am so so sorry.....lekin m har nahi man na chahti....m bat karungi dobara sidharth se....lekin kya wo manega....mene uspe hath utha diya....

here I realised I hurt him alot...

in that moment I loose my sanity....I loose the ability of thinking...I really don't know what I am doing...oh god I hurt him

all the words I used for him ring in my head n I sob covering my mouth.....

I created blunder...again

he was genuinely taking my care....he is literally treating me as if I am carrying his own child not brother's

he never make me feel outsider in his world...he gives me all kind of happiness which I crave from sukesh....I always thought sukesh will look after me... taking my care.... calling me by sweet names... spending time wid me....I always crave for this but sidharth give me all this....