I swear I'm so childish and I fucking hate it like wdym you don't sleep with 20 stuffed animals or watch my little pony anymore :(
Btw I'm 14 so that's like really fucking childish because I'm a teenager and I shouldn't honestly really be liking kid things because I'm not a kid anymore and I shouldnt be coloring in hello kitty coloring books or playing roblox or dress up games or being cringy but a kid or watching those play doh egg videos or going over to your grandmas house as a kid or playing with my toys or playing with my cousins who are now all grown up, I swear it was just yesterday that I was playing with my cousins in my backyard and playing with mud and worms and running all over the neighborhood... I miss my childhood, I wish I didn't have to grow up so fast and get told at the age of 9 that I was mature for my age and I miss when my grandparents were healthy and I miss when my cousin hunter would play with me and my sister on my trampoline and I miss when my brother was little I mean I love my brother now but I swear he was just 3 years old and I was playing cars with him and now in a month he's turning 9 and then in a year he's gonna be ten and I know he knows i love him but i feel like he hates me i mean he's always yelling at me and i guess i yell back at him but I'm gonna stop yapping because honestly nobody cares
Anyways I hate being childish in a not pick me girl way if you know what I mean
