She

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What does she have that I don't?
Is it the way she smiles at everyone?
The way she holds herself?
I give everything yet I am nothing,
You say I'm worth something but you choose her.
I try so hard but it's not enough.
Why can't I just be good for once?
Will I always be worst?
Even when I give it my all?
Even when I try my best?
You will always choose her or her or her?
But not me.
You could never choose me.
Even when all I think about is being enough for you,
Only you and only you
Yet she takes up your mind.
I talk to you everyday,
I get better and better at fitting into your standards,
Yet you choose the girl who doesn't care about you
At all
I try to be happy but it tears me apart.
What does she have that I don't?
Yet I start to feel horrible for feeing this way,
I should be happy for her, not rude and mean,
She did nothing to me yet she has everything.
When oh when will I ever be enough?
When will you finally see me?
When will you finally see me?

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