18 February 2024
OK! I AM DONE WITH MY FAMILY! YESTERDAY WE HAD THIS EVENT AND WE WILL PLAY FIREWORKS AND I AM ACTUALLY SCARED OF LOUD NOISES AND WHEN I WAS OUTSIDE, I WOULD COVER MY EARS AND YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAID? THEY SAID 'Why are you scared? How old are you now huh? Stop being scared!' LIKE IT IS NOT EASY TO NOT BE SCARED OK? LIKE YOU GUYS DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IS A PHOBIA!
AND WHAT'S WORST IS THAT I UNDERSTAND ALL OF MY FAMILY'S PROBLEM BUT NON OF THEM WILL UNDERSTAND MINE!? I WANT SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND OK? I DON'T EVEN TELL MY PARENTS ABOUT MY PROBLEMS CAUSE ONCE I DID, THEY WILL FRICKING TELL EVERYONE AND SAID 'Oh YoU cAn'T bE sTrEsS, We ArE eVeN StReSs ThEn YOu! DoN't SaId YoU aRe STrESs BeCauSe yOU WoN'T Be STResSEr ThEn Us!' PARENTS DON'T FRICKING CARE THEIR CHILD'S PROBLEMS AND WANTED THEIR CHILD TO CARE ABOUT THEIRS?! WHY DON'T PARENTS FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT THEIR CHILD REALLY FEELS?! HUH?! TELL ME WHY!
