Song: i'll die anyway. Girl in Red
* TW contains self harm and substance abuse
She wants to scream.
Scream so loudly she can let go of everything ever placed in her brain.
She doesn't want this life anymore.
Life is pain, she's on the edge.
She's almost dead
The children cry,
the elderly will die.
The world is sin.
we sing out our prayers for protection as we lie through our teeth and tears fill our eyes.
Our hearts bleed until there is nothing left,
We are never free.
The pain her eyes, the smile painted on his face.
They are chained together, forever.
Horror fills her head,
False hope drawn onto her face.
He smirks, he glares, he sees through her.
We draw our own blood.
Fake smiles engraved on fake faces placed carefully in fake worlds filled with the fake people of today.
I'm nothing, I'm useless.
We are nothing, we will never be anything but the ordinary.
The smell of cigarettes is always in the air.
Alcohol spilled everywhere.
The tears, the pain.
I am taking the drugs again.
I'm an addict.
I'm lying on the floor, the door is closed.
Hear our calls.
Hold our hands.
Close our eyes.
Recover the pieces of our souls that have already faded.
Fix us.
Fix us, fix the unfixable.
People will lie.
The world will end , we're too far in.
So close, so far.
There knifes in my hands and bullets in my brain.
I will never be the same again.
She is me.
I am her.
I am never free.
I am nothing.
BINABASA MO ANG
To Be Invisible
PoetryThis a book filled with interesting, yet sad poetry and short stories. It will cover themes like suicide, substance abuse, assault , ED and self harm. Theses are originals from my mind and are just filled in whenever I have an idea which is not ofte...
