BEN x reader

Stressed? Angry? Sad?

As I fell asleep that night I felt alone BEN wasn't even in bed with me.... What the hell man?! He's starting to worry me and when I talked to him about it he just ignores me even more. I don't know what to do any more I want to love him.... I'm trying so hard to but I just can't. I mean common lets get really BEN drown never loved me at all he just wanted a possession.... Pleasure.... I couldn't sleep so I decided to go for a walk. I pulled on my sweatshirt and brushed my hair so it wasn't as frizzy. I checked to make sure no one was in the halls before leaving. It seemed like no one was in the house, but I thought nothing of it. I just walked into the woods not even caring when I saw a person figure moving towards me and I put my hands on my hips seeing the figure waving the knife in the air laughing. (sorry I don't know why I said that it was stupid but ehh....)
"Really Jeff" I said irritated
"What did I scare you" he said running the knife across my cheek. I rolled my eyes
"Shut up.... I just came here because I couldn't sleep... I didn't come to see you" I said crossing my arms
"Well maybe you could sleep better if I slept with you" he said laughing, I laughed with him and then kicked him in his (no no square- I think most of you should know what it is) he fell to the ground
"Bitch what was that for" he yelled at me and I smirked
"For being a man whore" then Jeff looked behind me and I turned to see BEN I crossed my arms and frowned
"Keep that girlfriend of yours on a leash BEN before she gets hurt" he said standing still holding his (thing) I rolled my eyes and started walking back to the mansion
"Y/N what was that" BEN said catching up putting his hand on my shoulder and I shrugged his hand off and walked a little faster into the mansion. He then stood infront of me
"Y/N what's wrong" he said 'concerned' and when I try going around him he would always stand infront of me I frowned and I lifted him off the ground with my powers and flicked my hand making him move slightly to the side
"Bye BEN" i said walking into the mansion and dropping him. When I walked in my dad (Mr. Creepy pasta) was in the living room with slenderman talking they both looked over when I walked in slenderman waved slightly
"we have a problem" my dad said annoyed
"What" now getting tired
"Your mom.... Yeah she died doing drugs" he said flat out I felt a tear roll down my cheek thinking about when I was little we use to be a happy family but then my dad divorced my mom she did drugs and started abusing me and now she's dead... I wiped my cheek quickly and nodded
"She's in a better place" dad said while looking down and I nodded
"Great" I said sarcastically running up to my room and slamming the door and I sat in my bed and started to cry. First the thing with BEN now this I thought as tears ran down my face. Soon after crying my heart out I fell asleep. This was a bad time once I start to cry I can't get enough strenght to stop I really really just want BEN here.... Why was I so mean to him?... Great I am truly alone now.... I started to wake up feeling arms wrap around my waist I opened my eyes to see BEN laying in bed trying to sleep I cuddled into him and a couple tears rolled down my face..... I missed this. In the world you can never be alone there's always that one person that comes back.... Even if you didn't think they would.
"I heard...." He said quietly hoping I was awake I nodded
"S-she's gone" I sniffled and he hugged me tighter
"Y/N I'm really sorry" he said and I cried more
"I know what you think about me.... And it's not true, I love you more than I love video games.... I love you more than I love myself, more than I love this world. Y/N your the best thing that's ever happened to me.... I understand your mad at me I haven't been straight foreword with you, but you can ask and tell me anything" he whispered in my ear and then kissed my tear stained cheek i sat up and wiped my eyes and sniffled BEN also sat up across from me
"So you said I can ask you anything right??" I said looking down he nodded
"Anything" he said with a small smile.... Wow wonder how this will turn out

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Hello everyone I haven't updated in a while I'm sorry if you guys have been waiting anyone have any ideas let me know.... I wonder what questions you'll ask BEN if you have any comment. Love you all! i love all the love from you guys makes me feel happy to know people actually like what I write.
~lily ❤️