This isn't okay Char..

Chapter 1- Tag your it

⚠️TW: $A, $H, ED, B3n H0pe, swearing and shouting⚠️

No ones POV:

Nick and charlie have been to one of Harry Greens big birthday party's. At the drinks bar Nick and Charlie are taking sh0ts, Charlie was a bit drunk, however Nick was extremely drunk and shouting at YR 10's to 'Get the fuck out my way'. A bit later Charlie sits Nick down as he was loosing balance due to how drunk he is.
"CharrRrRrrR, can you go get me some water pleaseeeEeeEeee?" Nick asks.
"Um okay, stay here." Charlie heads his way off to the drinks table.

Charlie's POV:

I feel this feeling of being watched, everything here was way too loud. Suddenly I feel someone put their hand on my shoulder.
"Charlie." The person says.
"Leave me alone!" I say, I don't know who this is. I know it's not Nick he is way too drunk to walk. I run off as they continue to call my name.
At this point I have made it out of Harry's house, my breathing starts to steady as I put my hand on my chest feeling the beats of my heart.
"Charlie wait." I turn around to see the anonymous person.
"Ben?" I say, I need to get out of here.
"I love you, please I need you." Ben pleads.
"Well I don't like you! So leave me alone!" I shout.
I try to walk past him but o feel something grab onto my arm pulling me towards them.
"Ben get the fuck off me!" I try to shake him off but Ben pulls me in for a kiss.
"Ben stop!" I shake him off and run.
"Dumbass come the fuck here!" Ben yells getting angrier.
I'm now running as fast as I can through the parking lot not knowing where I'm going, only a few lamppost actually work. All the sudden I fall over, blood trickles down my hand.
"Haha." Ben starts laughing while towering over me.
"G-go aw-way." My words stutter as I'm being pulled up by Ben.
"You are finally mine." He starts kissing me.
I try to stop him but give up when he starts taking my clothes off.
"B-Ben ge-get o-off now!" My tears fall.
"Don't cry my love, let's take you home." He giggles a little.
I'm too lost for words, I don't want to go but I'm scared he will hurt me, I just give up, tears stop falling out my eyes. I'm shoved into the back of Ben's car, he starts driving to his house.
"Nearly home babe. If you don't listen to me I will tell Nick u cheated on him. Understand?" Ben says in a strong tone.
With Nicks name mentioned I need to do what he says, I love Nick to much. I nod.
We finally arive at Ben's I'm greeted by this girl who puts her hand out for my to shake it.
"Im Phoebe, Ben's girlfriend. Who are you?" Phoebe asks. Ben has a girlfriend? Why does he want me?
"O-oh. Um I'm C-Charlie." I shake her hand. Ben grabs my other hand and takes me upstairs. My heart leaps as he shoves me to the floor then turns around to lock the bedroom door. I can't even say what happens next.

Nicks POV:

It's been awhile since I have seen Charlie. I'm trying to hold myself up at the moment, I regret drinking so much. I shout Charlie a few times but no response from anyone, I start to get really worried. How did I loose my own boyfriend? What if he is hurt? Or in trouble? I'm not there to help him!
I leave to go home, I should probably text him.
*Nick💙*
*Hey Char are u okay? X*
~Sent 1:13am~
I sit anxiety flooding in my blood. What of he is really hurt and won't see this? Okay, u will go to sleep and hope I see him tomorrow.

Charlie's POV:
Ben has finally left me alone. I go to get up to leave but every part of me is sore, I don't remember anything of what happened last night. Shit! I should text Nick. I go to grab my phone and see
*Nick💙 has sent 1 message*
Fuck.
*Char💛*
*Help me, please*
~Sent 6:30am~
I hide my phone under the duvet so Ben doesn't find it. All the sudden a huge wave of sickness washed over me.
"Oh god." I whispered while holding my head.
"You say something babe?" He says while opening the door.
"First don't call me that and two no. No I didn't."
Oh shit that was rude he's going to kill me.
"Lose the attitude." He says in an annoyed tone. He started to walk up to me, crouching down next to me he kissed me and then slapped me.
"Morning kiss and the slap if for being a bitch." He scoffed.
"Don't k-kiss me-!" I raised my voice a bit.
"You disgust me, get out my house." He says.
I don't say a thing, I want to leave. Ignoring the pain I put my hoodie back on and leave. I don't know where to go. I'm 100% not going home I didn't tell my mum about the party, I just can't go to Nicks he probably is so mad at me. What do I do..?

Nicks POV:

10:22 I wake up, I check my phone straight away to see a text from Charlie.
*Char💛- Help me*
~Sent at 6:30am~
Fuck.
*Nick💙*
*Where are u? Are u OK?"
~Sent 6:31am~
Please respond.
~Char💛 is typing...~
Please, please I'm so worried about you. I just stare at the 3 dots hoping he will respond. The dots dissappear, fuck! I quickly get ready and grab Nellie to go look for him. I NEED to know that he is okay. He HAS to be okay.

Charlie's POV:

I feel gross and weak I sit down in the ally way near Nicks just in case something really bad happens. My thoughts start getting louder and louder in my head until they were the only things I could hear around me. I'm so sorry Nick. I garb my secret blade from inside my phone case and traced it across my wrist, the pain is numb, I'm crying, what the fuck is wrong with me? Out of nowhere the memories from lats night come at me like a huge wave. I see, feel, hear things I don't want to. I feel like it's happening agian.
"Get off me!
"Stop!!"
"Please don't!"
I scream.

Nicks POV:

I hear a shout of distress from the ally near my house. I rush over Nellie running at my heals, I turn the corner to see Charlie shaking like it's -10°c outside with tears soaking his face.
"Ch- Char..?" I say slowly approaching him.
He doesn't look up from what he is staring at, I quickly tie Nille to a post while I walk over to Charlie. I bend down next to him and reach out to grab his hand.
"Don't touch me!" He says flinching his hand any from me.
"Oh, I won't but I need to know if you are okay." I take a look at him to see a bruise on his face and multiple hickey marks on his neck, what the hell?
"Charlie breathe, can you tell me what happened babe?" I say gently.
"Don't c-call me that!" He shouts a little.
Huh?

||End of Chapter 1||

Tysm if u liked this, this is my first time writing and hopefully not my last! Pls be kind abut this I'm not great at grammar but pls correct me in a nice way! Anyway hope u had a good day and I will see u next Chapter! X

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