⚠️TW: $A, $H, Ben Hope, Swearing, shouting and anxiety⚠️
Nicks POV:
Charlie's breathing starts getting quicker.
"Char please breathe." I say trying my best to hide my own feelings.
"B-ben..s-sto-p..!" He shouts putting his hand over his ears.
"C-char..?" Im starting to panic, I don't know what to do. Picking up my phone I call Tori, she'll know what to do. Right?
*-"Hey Nick, you alright?-*
*-"Um, its Charlie.."-*
*-What happened?"-*
*-"I-I don't know.."-*
Tori hangs up. Did I say something?
"N..Nic..k..?" Charlie whispers just enough for me to hear.
"Yes my love?" I say softly. With out saying another word he hides his head into my chest.
Charlie's POV:
I can't stop crying everything is repeating in my head, why won't it stop? I want it to be over already! I start to feel Ben touching me again, I quickly push away from Nicks chest, pain shoots through me.
"Char, are you okay?" Nick says but I'm not with it wherever I look HE is there, I can't stop feeling his body against mine. No, no, no, I need to leave. I get up but fall back down hitting my knee on the floor. "Charlie! Are you okay? Oh my god!" Nick rushes over to me. He puts his hand on my shoulder, I go to shake him off but its too late I'm face flat on the floor hyperventilating, I don't know what I'm doing. "Char.. breathe." Nick pulls me into his arms. I feel safe but still not normal, I'm not calming down I just can't.
Tori's POV:
I'm running over to where is. I'm following him on is Snapchat so I can see his location, I'm not a stalker its just Nick doesn't sound okay at all. I make it to the ally where Nick claims to be, I turn the corner to see Nick holding Charlie tightly in his arms. "Shut, is he okay? Sorry that I didn't tell you I was coming over, I'm just really worried. Are you sure you don't know what happened?" My voice is shaky. Nick looks up at me with fear in his eyes. "I don't know, he is weak and paranoid. There is a mark on his face and lots of hickey marks on his neck. He keeps saying stuff like 'Get off me' or 'don't call me that." Nick says but both of are minds click. "You don't think.. that.." I stutter.
"No. I mean yeah.." He looks down at the poor boy curled up in his arms, unconscious.
"We should call an ambulance." I say, Nick nods.
Nicks POV:
I'm so glad Tori has arrived, we have called the ambulance. Me and Tori have the same thought about what happend with Charlie, when I next see Ben I'm going to kick his ass. The paramedics arive, I know Charlie is going to panic when he wakes up somewhere he doesn't recognise. I hope he doesn't mind.
~At the hospital~
Charlie is sat in the hospital bed still unconscious, Tori had to go back because she was looking after Ollie Charlie's little brother. "N..n-nick?" I hear Charlie croak.
"Char!" My heart stopped beating as fast now that I know he is awake.
⚠️Tw: Needles and blood⚠️
Charlie's POV:
I open my eyes to a plain white celling with one really bright light shining in my eyes, I hear a beep of a machine and the heavy breathing of a person. What if its Ben? What has he done? I sit up a but to see the dirty blonde hair of my beloved Nick Nelson. "N..n-nick?" I croak.
He rushes to my side but words are coming out his mouth but I don't hear them, I don't get it, why can't I hear him? Tears drown my eyes, I'm so confused. I look down at my hand to see a needle in it, I catch my breath enough to say, "W-what the..fuck?" Nick just looks at me, I know he is worried which makes me feel guilty. He goes to say something but is interrupted by a nurse saying visiting times is over. Me and Nick exchange goodbyes and that he will come back as soon as he can in the morning.
~Later~
It's around, I don't know, 10:32pm? I just can't stay here. I just CAN'T! My thoughts get the better of me and I take out the needle in my hand and take off the stupid hospital clothes, it feels wrong g doing this but at the same time it's right. For me. After grabbing my phone, I sneak out the hospital, I'm not sure where to go, I'm like a hours walk home and I don't have the strength to do so. I start walking in a random direction, tears fall down my face, I feel awful, disgusting and just horrible. Can this all be a nightmare and I will wake up next too Nick, why me? I suddenly stop when I hear the same thoughts as before telling me:
Stupid
Dumb
Burden
Disgusting
Do it already
Die
Die
Die
Die
Die
I snap back to reality I see my self reaching for my phone case agian. I don't even try to stop myself I deserve it, pulling out the blood covered blade and strike it down my wrist. This isn't enough. I pull up my hoodie sleeve to reach further up my arm, blood trickles down my arm like a river. I let out a single sigh of relief and continue to walk into the the unknown.
The end of Chapter 2
Hope this part doesn't have too many mistakes in it. I hope u are having a good day, please give me anymore ideas I can add to this story line! Bye!🤍
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