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Trial - Part 3

Tipulah kalau sy cakap sy inda nervous masuk office the next day lepas si Vena kissed my lips kemarin. Sampai sy insomnia berfikir apa motif dia buat begitu. Mau cakap dia suka sy, 2 tahun sy joined the company tiada pula hint atau clue yang menunjukkan dia minat sama sy. I know Vena dulu ada bf, satu ofis kenal sebab tu lelaki was one of our colleague juga cuma dia kerja cawangan di Inanam. Tapi last sy dengar si Vena broke up last year sebab tu lelaki kahwin sama perempuan lain, two timing dorang bilang dan unfortunately si Vena inda terpilih jadi isteri, mangkali yang saingan dia ni lagi bebeh dan solid dari si Vena, who knows. But now she's hitting on me, ni yang bikin sy inda tenteram selagi belum sy dapat jawapan. 

Tidak termasuk sy lah; siapa yang inda suka si Vena di office? Body putungan gitar, depan belakang aset dia is on bebeh punya level, not too big and not too small. Walaupun dia suka pakai mekap, sy pernah juga tingu muka dia yang original masa kami buat lawatan camping sana Kiulu dulu. Mungkin kacukan cina begitu kali, andang-andang cantik sama ensom macam sy juga lol. But like I say, sy inda menaruh minat sama dia sebab first si Vena inda pernah pandang sy walau sebelah mata jadi sy rasa sy langsung tiada peluang. Second, sebab dia suka pakai ketat-ketat (like I said), third, well... sebab status sy biasa-biasa saja although am very confident with my look - sy pun banyak peminat juga kama cuma sy ni pemilih. Si Vena ni pakaian muka semua tip-top, kerja secretary, gaji kali 6-7 ribu, she's driving a countryman mini cooper dengan plat number KL VNA1006. Kalau banding sama sy yang masih junior engineer, gaji pun inda sampai 5k, drive Vios saja... here already shows the obvious reason kenapa sy inda berminat sama dia, sy sedar diri sy ma dia macam burung pipit sama helang.

But why... why she hit me with that kiss, I really wanted to know why. Am angry sebab sy rasa macam kena kasi main-main, no direct answer and her response full of riddles and I don't like it. Di office pun dia teda tingu-tingu sy lagi ni, buat macam biasa macam tiada apa-apa kejadian and am the only one penasaran and perasan. You know the frustrated feeling? It's suffocating,  Sy inda sabar mau tunggu hari Sabtu ni, not because the idea of dating her tapi just to find an answer and clear the mess she created in my head.

"Jangan lupa ambil sy di rumah bisuk ar. Awal sikit ko datang pun inda apa," tiba-tiba datang si Vena sambil menyandar di tepi meja sy. Kerja sy time tu belum habis lagi jadi time semua orang berpulangan sy masih lagi ber ketak ketak ketak depan komputer. Inda sy perasan si Vena sama sy lagi orang terakhir di dalam office.

"Napa? Ko mau sy datang jam 6 pagi?" Sy bilang sambil tangan sy masih lagi lancar menaip, pura-pura sy inda terkejut kunun padahal dekat hilang gimbaran sy masa tiba-tiba dia muncul tadi. Berapa hari dia kasi limpas-limpas sy, aduh sakit hati sy.

"Alang-alang bagus ko tidur saja di rumah sy ni malam kalau begitu," debilang sambil ketawa kecil. Sy berenti menaip dan terus tingu tepat ke wajah dia. Masih lagi dia tersenyum-senyum menunjukkan sedikit gigi dia yang putih bersih. Bibir dia pun diselaputi dengan lipstick mate merah menyala, maybe dia touch up sebelum keluar dari bilik dia tadi.

"Do you even know what you are saying?" Sy tanya dia balik. I don't know mau rasa jengkel atau my mood of playing is approaching.

"Why not? Lagi banyak time for us to know each other, don't you think so?" Astaga ni perempuan... stop flirting, it's so sexy! Sy boleh rasa suda telinga sy panas, please I don't wanna show her that I am actually really interested right now!

"Give me 5 minutes, I'll answer you," sy bilang straight cutting off the conversation. Further than that, I don't think I will be able to restrain myself. Cukuplah otak sy berserabut sebab dia cium sy, kalau ditambah lagi dengan ni conversation, dia akan kasi jahanam hati sy juga.

"Okey," debilang dan terus menarik kerusi dan duduk di tepi meja sy. Jari jemarinya mengetuk ngetuk handle kerusi sambil anak matanya merenung tepat ke muka sy. I try my best effort to look calm and concentrate with my work. Sikit pun sy inda tersenyum because if I do, I'll feel defeated.