chapter 2:words never hurt but your actions do

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This song just matches with this chapter a bit 😔😔

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"Don't lie to me, what too you so long," he said, raising his voice

"Mari, I swear I was dropping Juana off. You know I would never cheat on you, plus quackity is my best friend and is with Wilbur!"I said, wiping my tears

He let go of my hoodie and slapped me once again and walked into our shared room slamming the door I sighed and walked into the bathroom my cheek was red and my eyes were puffy I felt my eyes being to water again and I began to cry and I fell to the floor crying intensely and I put my knees to my head and held them crying and all I could think was "why do I stay with him" and "why do I still love him" the amount of pain I've went through because of him but I still love him...I stayed there crying my eyes out my slimy body dripped onto the bathroom floor knowing I would have to clean it up later but I didn't care I just sat there crying until I couldn't cry anymore I stood up opening the mirror cabinet and grabbing the bag of makeup and began to try to hide my puffy eyes not wanting anyone worry about me that would only make Mariana angry at me and that's the last thing I want after i finish i put it back in the mirror cabinet and I check my watch I have to pick Juanafippa up from school I sigh once more and walk out of the bathroom and I look at my bedroom door and I slightly opened it and I saw Mariana sitting on our bed reading a book

"Uhm, Mariana, I'm gonna go pick up Juana..." I said, looking away from him

"Yeah sure whatever" he said, not looking up from his book

I closed the door and left to the school and outside the school stood Juana talking to quackity she looked so much more happier with quackity much more happier than she looks at home than she noticed me and ran over to me I kneeled down and hugged her tightly and picked her up and waved bye to quackity as she began to tell me about all the fun things she did at school She seemed so happy unlike me being forced to be abused by someone that loves me as I opened to door I didn't see Mariana he was probably still in our room juana ran over to the tv and began to watch cartoons i walked into the kitchen and began to make dinner I saw Mariana walk out of our room and hug Juana I tried to not pay attention to him he walked up behind me and bit my neck

"Marina, stop please," I spoke

"And what to fuck are you gonna do?" Mariana said in a angered tone

"Just please don't I don't want to I'm trying to make dinner" I said

He scoffed and walked away from me and sat down next to Juana to watch cartoons with her I hated it when he does that to me normally he would continue to bite me despite me telling him to stop but since Juana was around he didn't he always acted differently when she was around I hated it but I didn't pay much too how he acted right now and I continued to make dinner

I finished making dinner and plated it and put it on the dinner table and looked at Mariana nd Juana coloring together she looked so happy she had no idea what Mariana had done to me earlier today

"Dinner come eat!" I called out

I saw Juana run over to the table and sat down an Mariana sat down as well and so did I and me and Mariana sat in silence as junana talked about her day to Mariana after dinner I cleaned up the dishes as Mariana put Juana in bed as I cleaned the dishes I wondered something was quackity a better parent Juana looked so happy taking to him and Juana has to grow up with me and Marianas constant arguments but she doesn't know about all the bruises and marks I have from him and she won't know I don't want her to be afraid of him and have to grow up scared of him like I am...As I finished cleaning the dishes I feel Mariana behind me and I know it's him I look behind me and as I thought there he stood behind me

"Charlie slimecicle" Mariana spoke in a harsh tone

"Uhm...yes mariana" I spoke scared

He walked up to me and I backed into the counter he grabbed my face hard and tight it hurt really bad I felt like I was gonna cry due to the pain

"Listen here you fucking whore I'm gonna fuck you and your not gonna fucking complain" marianas spoke loudly

"Mariana I don't want to let go please!" I said my voice breaking

"I said you not gonna fucking COMPLAIN!" Marinas voice grew louder

He slapped me I felt the tears stream down my eyes I always hated crying in front of him it made me feel weak and I hated feeling weak

"If your gonna be a fucking bitch your not getting prep" Mariana spoke harshly

"..."

I couldn't evan talk anymore I was to scared to say or do anything knew he was only gonna hit me or do more terrible things to me I know I was most likely going to hate...

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I'm gonna save the kinda spicy chapter for when I have the motivation which is never😅

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