⚠️DISCONTINUED⚠️
TW: mention of abuse, rape, sexual assault, swearing, smoking, alcohol
If there are any spelling errors I'm sorry😔 this is not based on my experience with this topic if you believe you are in this type of situation they won't get b...
This song was my gacha childhood :,) anyhow thx for all the support on this book I'm still so sorry I dont post on this book as much as I should schools been a bitch to me and I had writers block 😭😭 any how here yall go :D
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I walked out of the bathroom and walked to the bed room my husband was already asleep. I sigh and climb into the bed next to him. I stare up at the ceiling, the feeling not going away. I feel so bad for flippa. I'm a terrible father to her. I can't let anything hurt her. I've lost her before I won't lose her again
(In my au, they gave them a second chance to care for the dead eggs)
I sighed and turned away from Mariana facing the closet. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep....I begin to dream were me and Mariana weren't always fighting and hitting me. juana looked so happy... but I knew it wasn't real it never will be. I wake up. I sit up like always my husband wasn't in bed, probably out smoking, or is watching TV with flippa I get out of the bed a stretch as flippa runs into me and Mariana's room
"Morning, Papa!" Flippa said happily
"Morning flippa, how did you sleep?" I said, asking the same question I always ask
"I slept wonderfully papa oh yeah, dad left to go somewhere. He said he'll be back, " flippa said
"Probably out cheating on me with foolish" I think he was always out cheating on me did I do anything no I know it's wrong to stay with someone that hits you and cheats on you but I still love him and he has to love me he's stayed with me this long
"Did dad tell you where he was going?" I asked
"No, but can we go to the park! Please!" Flippa begged
"Alright, you wait for me in the living room, alright," I said
"Alright, papa," flippa said
Flippa ran off back into the living room. I smiled as I walked over to the closet and changed into a green hoodie and jeans with a chain on the side. I walked out of my bedroom, flippa at on the couch brushing her brown hair
"You need help, flippa?" I asked she nodded and handed me the hair brush. I sat down on the couch and moved her onto my lap as I began to brush her long hair, putting it into two braids with green hair ties. Once I finished, I moved juana off my lap and got up she did so as well
"Come on, Papa, let's go,let's go!"juana begged
"Alright, alright, calm down, juana," I laughed
We walked out of the house, making sure to grab my keys. juana ran ahead of me happily she looked so joyful I loved seeing her like this as we got to the park I saw tubbo and Fred sitting on a bench as sunny was being chased by dapper I assumed bbh was also there if dapper was I walked up to them
"Hey, you two on a date, i see." I joked as tubbo flushed red
"N-no were not on a date, Charlie!" tubbo spoke
Fred wrote on his note pad, "But you said it was a date?" It read
"FRED!" Tubbo flushed red
I giggled at the two they looked adorable together. I wish I could say the same for me and mariana. I looked over and saw the juana had tackled sunny as dapper giggled sunny looked mad
"Oi! JUANA GET OFF OF SUNNY, " I yelled at her
Tubbo looked over to the kids
"SUNNY!" Tubbo to over to sunny who was covered in dirt
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"Omg, sunny, are you ok?!" Tubbo asked
"I'm fine, Papa!"Sunny pushed tubbos' hands off her
"Sorry about flippa she doesn't know how to play nice," I spoke as I picked filppa up
"It's fine, dude kids always play Ruff," tubbo spoke
I smiled and put flippa down and we both walked over back to the bench and Fred we chatted as the kids played tubbo told me he was just babysitting dapper for bbh cause he was doing something important at least that's what he told tubbo after a few hours I looked at my watch fuck I have to get home soon
"Well, i best be going, it's getting dark, and I'm sure flippa wants to go home," I said, standing up
(Time skip brought to you by karl🕑)
We got home as soon as I unlocked the door. flippa ran in, and I walked in and saw Mariana on the couch he had passed out. I signed as I saw the many Alcohol bottles on the table. I began to clean up all the bottles and put them in the garage. After I finished, I began to cook dinner. I didn't wanna wake up Mariana knowing how pissed he would be, so I made him a plate and put it in the fridge as I got mine and flippas plates after I did so I walked into flippas room were she sat at her little desk drawing with crayons
"Juana dinners ready," I spoke in a soft tone
"OK, Papa!" Flippa said as she put the crayons back in the box
(Another time skip by karl🕑)
I put flippa into her bed, tucking her into her bed and removing her glasses and putting them on her nightstand
"Papa?" Flippa asked
"Yes, dear?" I answered
"Were we go when we die?" Flippa asked once more
"Well, uhm." i tried to think of a response to her
"Well, we go somewhere very, very nice and very, very far away were every one we love is," I responded
Flippa smiled and turned away from me, falling asleep. I petted her head before standing up and walking out of her room. I noticed Mariana was still passed out on the couch. I walked over to him and kissed him on the head and walked to me and marianas bedroom and changed into shorts and one of Mariana's shirts and got into bed falling asleep...
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THE NEW EPISODE OF TADC MADE ME CRY WHY DID THEY HAVE TO KILL GUMMIGOO 😭😭😭
