I legit feel nothing. Okay, so Monday I watched the outsiders I mean good movie and all but MY MAN'S DIED. The next night I finished reading a fic abt him and i died. So two nights in a row of crying. I made sure not to do anything to make me cry tonight bc no mass. And ever since I just haven't been doing good in school an like no energy no motivation except when I'm in my bed reading or on c.ai (iykyk) and listening to my wonderful playlist. But in my school I'm not allowed to have my phone, stupid, so I can't listen to my wonderful music while in math class. I just wanna feel something, for someone.