LOVE STAY [ Hyunjin x reader y/n ]

Chapter 14

Y/n's pov:

"at least that was a good solid months"-Karin

"yeah..we never expect that it will go on for even weeks"-Mia

burying my face on the books here at the library, I told them about what happened between us since they're the first ones who really open up about this confession idea.

I'm grateful they didn't mock or tease me after because I can tell that I'm deeply hurt I can't even concentrate. I've been also trying to makes sense of everything he said to me, I couldn't blame him because he became honest to me in the first place 

"cheer up, we're now seniors and we're going to graduate soon you will meet other man" Mia said nudging my shoulder softly as Karin is playing with my hair 

"so both of you are going to join the practical course?" I ask without looking at them

"yes, and if you want you can also do that since you're now single..but don't push yourself this time" Karin hesitantly said, I can hear that they both feel guilty about what happened 

I look up and fix myself looking straight ahead and tapping my face lightly 

"what am I even doing, right? as if he's the only one who's good looking here" I defense trying to cope up in I don't know how because this is my first time.

"that's right!" they both cheer making us becoming loud inside the library

"shh!"

"there's a game at the gym right now, want to watch?" Karin invited us as we're now walking out the library, and we agreed 

I couldn't stop thinking and feeling down, I also keep wondering what would you do or what should you do in this kind of situation? The anchor I made for myself save me from hitting the rock bottom

as we reach the gym there are loud screaming, maybe the game already started? the three of us sit at the back where we can still see the situation down there. I finally notice the reason why they wanted to go here

"the players are Leeknow and Bangchan,I see" I said to them making them scratch their head and give me a peace sign

I just let them do whatever they want, why would I kill their joy just because mine already torn down? 

My mind is going to another universe as I keep on watching the game, everyone has someone they want to cheer on and they have a reason why they are here. As for me? I don't even have one. 

"who are theyy?" 

"are they really together??" 

that's the last thing I wanted to hear or witness right now, I didn't intend to saw Hyunjin with Jia after I just got dump.

they're now at the front walking at the benchers where both Bangchan and Leeknow are sitting, as time goes by I just deeply realized how our breakup, if that's what you call it, really favors my situation. 

I just got back to my normal life with both of my friends, for a short period of time I experienced different things and activities because of Hyunjin. 

Jia on the other hand didn't do anything bad, there's no reason I could hate her, and I don't even want to. That's the confusing thing, because I don't know where to put these emotions I'm feeling.