I think my biggest problem is that I can't say no.
"Hey, can you-"
"Yeah, sure, no problem" (of course there's a problem, but I won't just outwardly say there's a problem). I'll just keep internalizing everything until I go pop
Why aren't I a normal teenager?
I always feel this sense of emptiness especially when I'm alone.
But I'm afraid that this feeling has taken up so much of my life that even with a crowd of people surrounding me and trying to distract me from how I feel, I still seem to be empty. 100%, absolutely empty.
