എന്നും നിനക്കായ് {S2}

I Can't '｀

⚠️ Mention of some sensitive and Self harming contents. Don't read if you are uncomfortable......

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Anuvinte kannukal Oru njettalode vidarnnu....

Munnil kanunna ah vasthuvine thanne aval Nokki ninnu.

Entho oru pedi, Samshayam Ellam avalude kannukalil clear aayi kanam....

Kurach neram aval athilekk onn sookshmathayode Nokki. Athinu shesham ath edukkan aayi thudangiyathum....

Appol aanu Bathroominte Door thurakkunna sound kettath.

Ath kettathum Anu vegam angottekk Nokki.

Pallavi Oru towel kond thalamudi dry cheythond irangi varunnu.

Pallavi: Ah mol poyille?

Aval oru cheriya chiriyode Anuvine Nokki. Ennal Anuvinte mukhath ah chiri illarunn. Aval oru unreadable faceode Pallaviye Nokki ninnu.

Ath kand Pallavi onn confused aayi.

Pallavi: Ennada?

Anu: Entha ith?

Aval tabelilekk Kai choondikkond chodhichu.

Ath kand Pallavi vegam tabelilekk Nokki.

Parayan vakkukal illathe oru nimishathekk Pallavi onn pathari.

Anu: Chechiyoda choiche,

Pallavi athe patharichayode thala thazhthi ninnu.

Pallavi: A-ath, Njan paintinginu vendi eduthatha.

Anu ath kett Avide tableil irunna Painting Knife eduthu.

Anu ath eduth kayyil pidich onnukoodi sookshich nokkiyathinu shesham Pallaviye Nokki.

Pallavi vegam oru forcing smileode Anuvinte nere nadannu.

Pallavi: Athil aake paint ah Anu, njan-----

Anu: Njan oru medical student aanu. Paint kandalum Blood kandalum thirich ariyan ulla kazhivu okke enikk ond.

Aval Pallaviyude mukhathekk nokkikkond thanne paranju.

Mukhath undayirunna ah forceing smile Vegam maanju. Aval kayyil irunna towelil
Onn muruke pidichond Anuvinte munnil oru kuttavaliye pole mindathe ninnu.

Anu oru disbeliefode Pallaviye Nokki.

Anu: Chechi..... Ithokke entha? Enna ithinte okke artham?

Avalkk onnum visvasikkan pattunnilla.

Pallavi ninna athe padi thanne ninnu. Karayathe irikkan aval maximum sremichu while biting her lips.

Ennal Anu aake njetti. Ah oru knife kandath kond mathramalla avalkk manasilayath. Ah tableil pala idathum blood stains padarnnittund. Mathramalla sideil vechirikkunna dustbinil stain padarnnittulla tissues ittittund.

Anu Pallaviyude nere nadannu.

Anu: Sathyam paray. Chechi self harm cheyarundo?

Pallavi Appolum onnum mindiyilla. Aval vegam Anuvinte kayyil ninn ah knife vangi.

Anu ath kand onn startled aayi.

Pallavi: Anu, nee----N-nee ith arodum parayaruth.

Ithrayum neram undayirunna ah samshayam sathyam ayenn arinjappol Anuvinte Njettal koodi. Lachu paranjath vech Pallavikk entho  problems undenn Anuvinu ariyavunnath kondum Pallavi avalodu kurachokke paranjath vechum Avalkk aadhyam manasilekkiya thonniya doubt aanu ith enn.