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I've really just been ducked off. I'm still hurt or whatever, I don't know why he kissed me. It made me feel better a bit but at the same time that's all that I could think about.
I loved what my bestie did for me.
Today was Saturday and I told myself I'd have a self care day. I was going to get my nails and hair done and go shopping.
Harmony wanted to do a sibling day thing but I just needed time to myself.
It was almost time for my hair appointment so I took me a good shower and put on a nice outfit.
The hairstylist had finally sent her address for me to come to & I put it into the GPS.
I walked to the door and I was smiling as she opened it. It was Alexis. Alexis was one the girls that I played volleyball with at the pool party.
I thought we made a gc but shit I guess the other girl had forgot to.
"Hey girl, how have you been" she said welcoming me in.
"Like shit" I said back honestly.
"Well that's okay, this appointment gonna fix all that" she said and we both started laughing.
A self care day always heal my pain ~ purrrbabyy
"Yea you can vent too if you want, I won't tell a soul, I love being my clients safe place" Alexis said.
I wasn't gonna tell her everything like names but just like the scenario I guess.
"Okay" I said back.
"Now how do you what your nails" she asked me and I pulled out my phone showing her a picture.
"Oouuu now these are cute girlll, we gone slay this" she said hyping us up.
I love herrrr.
She started doing my nails.
"So you know how couples be on & off" I told her. She was nodding her head indicating that she was listening. "Keep talking I'm listening trust me" she said smiling at me.
"Okay so I have that situation and we been talking since like middle school, we're kind of toxic too, but right now we've been off for a long time and he also has a new girlfriend." I said.
"So what happened for him to go and get a girlfriend" she asked.
"Maybe because I thought I was actually done, he did something very disrespectful, he didn't cheat on me but it was disrespectful and I just hated it and it disgusted me" I said not wanting to tell her that he hit me.
"But like I still love him" I was talking more and more
She was finally done with my nails. She took pictures to post and now she was about to start on my hair.
